Zavier Rey Rodriguez "Durazo"

My name iz Reyna Rodriguez, I am 16 N Pregnant, No it waz not a planed pregnancy, I was not ready IV N'E Of this.. I kept this seceret IV 9month's from my family most of my friend's N my mom, I was scared 2tell N'E Body becuz I diddnt want them to thinc that I waz gonna give up everything becuz I got Knockd up.. I diddnt kno wat to do bout the whole situation, I diddnt want my mom to kick me out I diddnt want my family to turn there back's on me N thinc I waz a slut/Whore.. N I diddnt want ppl 2Judge me as being a typical mexican that's goin to get on welfare N drop out of school.. Becuz that wazent the case, I still want to graduate!! I want to show my son that even tho I Got pregnant at a young age I still did it.. I want to show him that the impossible iz possible..

I Cant wait till his here.. N now that I kno I'm not in this alone.. I Have the 1person that I diddnt want to lose, N that's my mom.. N no matta wat I kno my mom's gonna help/support me, N I'm very happy/Grateful that I have her in my life!!

Mar 3, 08

OMG I Want Zavier To hurry up N Be Here!! I wish I knew when My due date is, the doctor's dnt kno.. They Jz told us N'E Day now, UGH!! It's Taking 4Eva!! My mom's even growing impatinent, But I been having 2go pee every dang hr. if not that every half N Hr. I hope it's 2day!! Or 2night!! I'm ready IV him!! N The doctor said his ready to come out.. sO Y hasent he come yet?? I wish I rembered when my last period waz I Jz member June.. IGH His being such a pain!! What if my water doesnt break?? How do I kno if I'm goin in2 labor?? I hope my water break's my mom said her's diddnt break wit me or my sister, but wit my lil brother N bby sis it did N It felt like she had to go pee, then when she got up a gush of water came out.. Now I get scared when I have to go pee I dnt want water gushing out when I stand up, I am praying to god that this baby comes soOn!! I Hope he hear's me!!