IF YOU DONT LIKE MY SWEARING THEN "F" OFF AND DONT READ NE FURTHER IF YOU ARE A GROWN ADULT AND CAN HANDLE IT WITHOUT GETTING OFFENDED WE CAN ALLLL BE FRIENDS :D HOOAH!

OK so about me. My name is Tara i am married to the most amazing man in this world. I am a military wife and a mama to one lil boy who is 3, a baby girl in heaven and we are expecting another lil baby girl on July 2nd. I am so so proud of my life i wouldnt change it for the world. My husband is my hero and i am so damn proud of him and my lil guy James makes me proud and happy every single day. My husband is a Sgt in the US army and is currently deployed. Unfortunetly he wont be home for our babygirl to be born BUT its one the sacrifices i have to make for him to be a hero to the world. Duty calls HOOAH. Brandon named our baby girl Braieden Rayne after him and i absolutely love the name. we just got a brand new house that he has yet to see in person and im so so excited for him to come home for us to start out brand new with our new lil girl our happy lil guy in our perfect house. I am currently finishing up my schooling to be an advanced paramedic. after the baby is born im furthering my studies at university and getting into flight paramedic school. I CANNOT WAIT. I just recently quit my very very part time job as a ahtletic instructor at our local gym so yes i am very very athletic and health crazy. I absolutely love love love to cook. ask me ne thing abotu cooking if you need help and i can help you. i make absolutely everything. my favorite things to cook with are veggies and herbs and meat. lol brandons faves.i.e today i made an amazing chicken salad, and a potatoe salad. for dinner tonight making swiss steak and tomorrow making beef stew. my lil guy will choose salad over candy ne day and im so damn proud of that. I LOVE LOVE LOVE ne thing outdoors. if i could live outside i would lol i love camping and i love ne thign and everything having to do with the beach. in the summer very very rarely will you see me inside unless im cooking. i cant stand unhealthy people it drives me nuts to be honest. people wonder why there health goes to shit as there eating a burger form the local drive thru. of course its ok sometimes but my god. i would much much more rather being at home making me some homemade burgers on the bbq with some corn on the cob on the bbq with a galic butter and a wonderful fresh salad. mmmmm. i cant stand parents that feed there children tons of fast food that too makes me nuts. children are growing bodies that need healthy nutritious meals not processed shit that you cant even pronounce half the ingredients. its cute brandon used to eat processed frozen shit before he met me now he has become the chef of the barracks lol cause he cooks so much and such healthy hearty fulfilling meals. ahh im so proud of him. i make sure my family and i are very healthy well taken care of. and thats just a quick about me if ya care to get to know me.

I cannot wait for our baby girl to be born. I mean i LOVE LOVE LOVE being pregnant but im so damn anxious to meet her lol im going crazy. we havent bought ne furniture for her yet were still waiting a lil bit. with brandon gone i dont want to shop by myself so were waiting till he gets reliable internet for us to shop online together. i cannot wait her room is empty waiting for her arrival brand new carpet and all I CANNOT WAIT. The Dr said she is already head down. she wont be moving from that position sept to maybe flip from side to side. i go back in a few weeks for him to check my cervix to see if i will be delivering early or ne thing. i feel like i have been pregnant forever lol but then it almost seems to unreal that she will be here so soon. lol i remember lol trying for her like it was yesturday. I plan on havign a natural birth. like i said PLAN lol not necessarily what will happen. with our first son i did my best but i was in labour for 19 hours and i was soo soo tired i was hoping if i got an epidural lol i would beable to sleep through contractions. NOPE i sure was wrong. lol. they just came faster lol and then i had to start pushing and he was born an hour later. but i waited till i was 7 cm it wasnt cause the pain it was all cause i just wanted to damn well sleep. so hopefully with this one i wont be so tired and i can have her without an epidural.Her birth is going to be recorded so that Brandon can see her birth since he will be missing it and i have absolutely no prob with that. OHHH I CANNOT WAITTTTTT.and yes i very very much plan on breast feeding. with james it drove me NUTS it was like nails going down a chalk board it was so irritating to me the pulling and oh the pain BUT i knew it was the best for him so that is what i did till he was 13 mths. yayyyy I CANNOT WAIT alil army boo on the way. :D.

OK so thats about it i think. well loads more and i can talk forever but thats about it for me. i will update at another point in time. shit it took 8 mths for me to write ne thing in here lol so this might be it till she is born lol and then i can be rid of this site lol. take care all

xoxo

Pregnancy Survey

About You
Name?: Tara
Age?: 25
Height?: 5'6
Pre-pregnancy weight?: 130

About The Father
Name?: Sgt Brandon :D
Age?: 23
Height?: 5'11
Are you still together?: WE SURE ARE WERE MARRIED

About Your Pregnancy
Is this your first pregnancy?: no it is my 3rd pregnancy

When did you find out you were pregnant?: right before halloween

Was it planned?: yes it sure was...we tried and tried and conceived in Paris :D

What was your first reaction?: lol i laughed caused i didnt believe it

Who was with you when you found out?: our son James since hubby was deployed

Who was the first person you told?: lol James. I had to wait to get ahold of Brandon

How did your parents react?: lol they werent happy. there concerned about my schooling and on and on and on

How far along are you?: i am no 30 weeks almost 31

What was your first symptom?: um morning sickness,tired, headaches

What is your due date?: July 2nd

Do you know the sex of the baby?: we sure do

If so, what is it?: its a baby girl :D

Have you picked out names?: yes Brandon named her
If so, what are they?: Braeden Rayne...

How much weight have you gained?: ALOT lol i would say almost 60 lbs OH I KNOW lol A DAMN LOT but did with my first and i lost it all

Do you have stretch marks?: NOPE not a damn one

Have you felt the baby move?: YES lol she dances all the time

Have you heard the heartbeat?: mhm many times

About the birth
Will you keep the baby?: UMMMM YES

Home or hospital birth?: hospital since Brandon wont be with me

Natural or medicated birth?: natural. that is the plan ne ways unless something goes wrong of course
Who will be in the delivery room with you?: prob my mom and dad im not sure so much my dad and a video camera for brandon

Will you breastfeed?: UM YES wouldnt have it ne other way

Do you think you'll need a c-section?: no.

Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time?: yes of course

What's the first thing you might say to him/her?: i love you to death and so does your daddy

Would you let someone videotape the birth?: yes its the plan so that brandon can see it. well he is refusing to have it ne other way he says its a must

Are you excited about the birth, or scared?: im very very very much excited. im not scared at all. just sad brandon wont be with us.