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Hello, first i'd like to thank god for the gift he has given me, and i know without him i would never be able to make it. Lately i have be reading blogs that have sadden me, i know that this is the hardest time in our lifes, but remember that god loved us so much he hand chose all of us to carry a child. I worry what the world is like now, because it is no where near the same as when i was growing up, and that scaries me for lyric, my parents divorced when i was young and my mother raised 3 girls and one boy. Now when she raised us women, she made sure that she gave us her strength and watching her not tolorating my father just for the sake of us makes me more determined to send that msg to lyric. I have came up with the name lyric because there are so many common names that i never had my name to myself, and it's imporant for me not to set her up to failure before she ever gets out to the womb, there is no true perfect life ladies, and there are somethings that will never change. Like people when someone is set in there ways you can not change that, when someone does something over and over again, and not change that there not going to change. It took me a while to understand that change only happens when someone sees something in there self they don't like and will not repeat the same behavior. God knows i love too hard, i help people who are never there for me, i have been there for people who will go back to abuse, i have answered the phone at 4am to help someone who never thought twice about me, when i had a bad dad, but i remember that i work for god, and when i am alone, i have him to work something out for me. Lyrics father is in no way perfect god knows where totally different in our ways, i am a preacher daughter he is a street young man, but i also understand that god placed us together for a reason and because i can learn from him and he can learn from me. He has a connection with kids they love him, and he has a way of communcation for them, where maybe i would get frustrated, his able to comfort is what i want lyric to get from him. We have 10 weeks left to feel kicks and listen to heart beats and love the feeling of everything. Hold this memory ladies because i never know if you'll get that feeling again. Take care of yourself and what your carrying, i am here if anyone needs me ~

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