Horse Pills August 23, 2007

I get home to find out that the pills I have to take are huge. I thought the vitamins were big but these pills are like twice the size of the vitamins. I swear I thought it would get stuck in my throat. I took one yesterday and one today and I don't feel any different but maybe it takes a while to kick in.

I went out with my best friend to eat yesterday. She is the best. She is really excited .. almost more excited than me..lol.. She told me that she would love to be in the delivery room with me and that she would do anything to help me out etc etc.. It was so touching I almost started crying. She is soo good to me.

Anemia August 22, 2007

The doctor called today to tell me that my iron level in the blood was kinda low. I don't know how that happened. I have been eating soo healthy and trying soo hard not to eat out of the way. I feel like every time i go to the doctor I get bad news...and then they call me and it's bad news too. Maybe I'm just too paranoid because my last pregnancy failed. I don't know. At least this explains the shortness of breath and constant tiredness I've been having for a while. I try to look at the bright side .. thank god I'm not spotting or bleeding.. and my placenta is showing better blood flow ... I guess things are not as bad as i think they are but in the end..nobody wants to hear bad news.....