...Last night I cried for You.
I saw a child being born on tv and my heart suddenly exploded.
Sometimes I wonder how I made it this far without You,...
I will never understand why you weren't mine to keep;
My only understanding is that you were once mine.
...Last night I cried for You.
And I missed You so much...
I wished I could turn back the time and make it right.
For this pain is never-ending and...
My love for you is all that remains from our time together.
...Last night I cried for You,
as I always do,
when I say Your name... and my heart skips a beat...
in memory of You.
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_____________Jaidon Bradley B.*Mommy knew You were a boy at 7 weeks when a dream told her so;She knew your name although she had never thought of boy names before and gave your Family Anitials JBB;She will never forget how excited she was when she found out about You and the first time she heard your heart beat;You were the 5'th Grandson and the first Great-Grandchild;You also were her first pregnancy and however complicated it was,she LOVED you enough for this Lifetime and everyone after.You are her most precious blessing from Godand though she gets sad because you aren't with her anymore...she will ALWAYS, always love you._______________♥♥♥♥.:Your parents:.
________On Jan. 16'th 2008 at 21 w 4 d (I believe you were older since I was pregnant 23 w but you didn't grow accordingly so the doctors went by your size) at my bi-weekly sono we learned that your little heart had stopped beating. I remember that the weekend before you had stopped keeping my up at night but the nurse said something about resting-periods and so we dont know for sure when you left this world behind.I was admitted on the 17'th and after a day in labor I delivered your tiny little body at 11:40 pm on Jan. 18'th 2008.You weighed only 5 ounces and measured 8 inches.The tests came back inconclusive but we know that you had a small kidney and that you didn't grow.It's was a tough month but your Family was so supportive and helped your Mommy through the hard times.______________________♥♥♥♥
____________.: We burried You on Good Friday March 21'st 2008:.
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♥♥♥♥_________________________{Here is a story I was sent to by a friend and I love the whole meaning of it}So please read it and give it a thought..."Things aren't always what they seem"Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy farmer. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion's guest room.Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement.
As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied,
'Things aren't always what they seem'.
The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night's rest.
When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears.
Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in the field.
The younger angel was infuriated and asked the older angel how could you have let this happen?
The first man had everything, yet you helped him, she accused. The second family had little but was willing to share everything, and you let the cow die..
'Things aren't always what they seem,' the older angel replied.
'When we stayed in the basement of the mansion, I noticed there was gold stored in that hole in the wall. Since the owner was so obsessed with greed and unwilling to share his good fortune, I sealed the wall so he wouldn't find it.'
'Then last night as we slept in the farmers bed, the angel of death came for his wife I gave him the cow instead.
'Things aren't always what they seem.'
Sometimes that is exactly what happens when things don't turn out the way they should. If you have faith, you just need to trust that every out come is always to your advantage. You just might not know it until some time later...
Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow a mystery.
Today is a gift.
So always remember to be Thankful for each day.
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