Hey all, let me see if I can give you guys a brief history about me. Me and my boyfriend meet at a job that we were both working at. I notice him first and I fell in love with him the minut that I saw him(I know, pretty cheesey). Later on, my boyfriend said that he never even notice me:0( . Somehow a friend our both of ours introduce and I ended up getting a ride home with my now love. Wow!!! that was 3 1/2 years ago.
Sure we have had our ups and downs but who has not.

Last November, I took a home pregnancy test and found out I was preggo. I went to the doctor and found I was 7 1/3 weeks into my prenancy. I had no clue!!!! We were both very excited and I now we cant wait for this little one to be born. I just cant wait to find out what it's going to be.

February 8, 2008

Today, i really feel the baby moving. I was a little bit worried that there was something wrong because I was having some severe cramping. I had called my doctor the other day and she told me that everything was normal with that, just as long I dont have any bleeding that follows.

"Jelly Bean" is reassuring me that he/she is okay.

Thursday, 14 Feb

February 14,It `s Valentines Days, I can honestly say that I am not happy. Me and `Daddy to Be ` are having some toubles that might break us or make us. I thinks that the the baby can feel my emotion because on that my little `Jelly Bean ` was moving and now since that day he/she does not moving that much, only once in a while.I am very trouble on how things might work out. I know now, especialy in the state that I am in I cant have any stress. I have to think what is the best solution right now.

Tuesday, 04 March

Today I went to the hospital to find out the sex of the child. I am so happy to say that we are being bless with a girl(of course any gender would have been a blessing). I knew I was going to have a girl first when one night the Lord presented me with a dream. I was a at a table with my boyfriend and there was a boy and a girl sitting with us. The little girl ran to my boyfriend and said "I love you daddy". When I woke up, I knew she was ours and the boy would come later because he was younger then her.

She looked so beautiful on the ultra sound. Im deeply in love with her and I know she loves me. God has premitted me with one of his "Earth-Bound" angels and my boyfriend and I will love her with all our hearts.

Now I understand the saying "There is no greater love then a mother's love". My heart goes out to all you ladies who love your children as much as I am starting to.

April, 07, 2008

Hey Everyone, Yeah I know I only write like once a month. All is well. I am 25 weeks preggro. I am still small because I only gain like 14lbs from my loss weight. I am feeling good though. I feel the baby playing or exploring in around in there. She is so stubborn, only staying in one sopt making mommy unfortable somtimes. But hey, all is well, thank God that she is healthy and all. Tomorrow I go for my gluco-um-something or the other. I have to let you all know,but i am sure you guys know what I am talking about.

My back is starting to hurt, I think i am going to get me a back brace. I just dont know which one I will get. I must admit I thought I knew a little something about babies but nothing is in comparison with actually being a parent. I know I might a bit naive but I never had a baby and I am a bit jittery about being a mother. I have been reading books like crazy just to get a general idea on what to expect. Well still anyway, I cant wait to have my little one, she is going to be here in less than 15 weeks.