A baby asked God, 'They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but
how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?' God said, 'Your
angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you.'

The child further inquired, 'But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do
anything but sing and smile to be happy.' God said, 'Your angel will sing
for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your angel's love and
be very happy.'

Again the child asked, 'And how am I going to be able to understand when
people talk to me if I don't know the language?' God said, 'Your angel will
tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with
much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak.'
'And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?' God said, 'Your
angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray.'

'Who will protect me?' God said, 'Your angel will defend you even if it
means risking its life.'

'But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore.' God said,
'Your angel will always talk to you about Me and will teach you the way to
come back to Me, even though I will always be next to you.'

At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from Earth could
be heard and the child hurriedly asked, 'God, if I am to leave now, please
tell me my angel's name.'

God said, 'You will simply call her, 'Mom.'

june 10 2010 - Im so in love with my family...I cant wait to hold my little boy...it seems like when i talk about him he knows cause he always kicks when we start talking about him...I'm still trying to decide with DH on a name...my current sons name is Sean Efren and we were gonna name the new baby Shane Fernando...but i think sean and shane will be too confusing...So DH and I are back to square 1 with the name thing...Its so frustrating sometimes lol...It seemed like it took us forever to find a name we both could agree on...cause i like more common names and my DH likes really wierd off the wall names and im just like i dont think so...its so crazy that on monday i will be 20 weeks...wow the half way point is already here...well it feels like its been forever since i found out at 4 weeks...This fatigue is still kicking my butt...lately my DS has been sleeping in till about 8 or 830 and im still exausted when i wake up in the morning...he usually takes a nap by like 1 or 2 and i have to nap as well or by like 5 im ready for bed...my DH likes to stay up late so thats not helping much with the fatigue...oh and the heartburn is the worst i swear if i eat taco bell i get the worst heart burn ever...i have to eat tums like candy to try and prevent it...i thought they say that the 2nd trimester is supposed to be the easiest...i barely had any MS in the first trimester just a little nausea so my 1st trimester was kind of a breeze...I guess im paying for it now huh???...I just cant wait to have my son already and hold him and kiss him...I just know hes gonna be so cute...I think im gonna go all natural again this time around...with my first the epidural didnt take so i had to go all natural with my first and it wasnt as bad as i made it out to be...I mean dont get me wrong it hurt like hell but it was sooo worth it all...my DH's hand is still sore lol....when i was in labour he was like honey you have to let go my hand is gonna fall off lol...I think i yelled at him like i dont care about your stupid hand...haha...i remember when i was pushing my DH had the TV on in the room and kept glancing over at the raiders game on the tv...and right before my son was born my DH was like whoo hoo the raiders just scored a touch down lol...i swear if looks could kill he would have died where he stood...i was like you are so lucky the dr's and nurses are in here right now....like im pushing out a baby and your talking about the raider game lol....total sports fanatic lol...gotta love men huh???