Feb 22nd

Hello to all mommys-to-be or ttc. My name is KJ and I go to school part time and work part time also. Im engaged to the most wonderful man ever who's my everything. I want to talk to mommys to be and those who want to become them. Well, I have an very interesting story...

December 22, 2007 was the last day of my last period. My next was due on Jan 18 but never came. Six days later (Jan 24th), I took 2 home pregnancy tests and both came back POSITIVE!!! Which was a total shock and was very unexpected. Unfortunately, I started spotting, which turned into blood which lasted close to 1 week. I did go to the hospital on Feb 2nd and all the Doc's said it was too early to tell or see anything and to go home and relax. A total Waste! My 1st ObGyn appt. was Feb 7th. and she told me that it was completly normal and didnt check me at all since I was no longer bleeding. She gave me a prescription for prenatals and that was it. She made my next appt for March 7th to take blood, do a ultrasound and all that other good stuff.

Well, I recently found out I had a miscarrige during the bleeding.

I just felt so bad and cried my heart out. Although the pregnancy was unexpected, I stilled wanted to keep my baby. And since I had doubts at first, I believe my baby left me. I only blame myself. *~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*