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Life is to short to wake up in the morning
With regrets, so love the people who treat you right
And forget the ones that don't and believe that everything
Happens for a reason.
If you get a chance take it
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said that it'd be easy
They just promised it would be worth it

God Has Blessed Me More Than Ever Before....

July 25, 2009 - Oh my I haven't been on here in sooo long, I have missed you all.. i had to update my page so that you guys can see how I am doing! Add my myspace above and my facebook!



Dear God, Thank you for my Family!And for those of you that care... here I am!!

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Mommy's big boy July 2009


11-8-07 at 1:29pmKayson Michael Was BornWeighing 6lb 5oz and 18 inches longI went to the doctors on Tuesday November 6th, 2007 and I had high blood pressure they told me to come back the next day, I started having contractions that night went to the hospital and they said I'm only 1cm dilated and my blood pressure was down so they sent me home. November 7th, 2007 I went to my regular appointment and my blood pressure was high and wouldn't come down so they made me go to Labor and Delivery to be monitored for a couple hours, well the couples hours turned to me staying the night and being put on magnesia to get my blood pressure to lower. November 8th, after several hours of it not going down and finding out I had PIH (Pregnancy induced hypertension) / Preeclampsia (ALSO KNOWN AS TOXEMIA) they decided to go ahead and have the baby. I was in really bad pain for a couple hours because of the magnesia it made me have a REAL bad headache but after they put the pain medicine in my back and it kicked in the headache went away ,,.I laid on the bed and got sick and threw up but after I was done, the doctors got it started and at 1:29 I gave birth by Cesarian section to a VERY Healthy 6lb 5oz handsome baby boy and his name is Kayson Michael. The second he cried I cried with him it was an unexplainable feeling and all the pain was WELL worth it. My blood pressure is still up but we are home now and I am doing well and so is he! I wouldn't change it for the world. A Message To Single MothersAccept the things you cannot change, have the courage to change the things you can, and use your wisdom to know the difference. I've been speaking to alot of single mothers and I understand that NO ONE WANTS to be a single mother. I cried plenty of tears, I went through the ups and downs, and in the end I have accepted the inevitable. Inside of you, you hold a precious gift. The gift the no man whether fat or skinny, whether short or tall, whether black or white can hold. You will hold this child inside of your body and your body will nuture it, it will help it grow, and then YOUR BODY will bring it into the world. During this time you have already done what you are telling yourself you can't do, you are being a single mother. There is no greater gift, than the gift of life and you have the power to give that gift. Your child depends on you, the stress you cause yourself could harm your baby and yourself. I know it's hard and I know that sometimes you feel like giving up but in the end it will all be worth the pain, sweat, and tears. You have the strength that God has given you to make it through all of it. Lift your head up high and be proud because I am proud of you. Your strength and will to continue is ADMIRABLE, I Thank you for allowing that child The GIFT OF LIFE.[Psalms 139:13-16:] "For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, Your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be."

"Still I am confident of this: I shall see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord. Take heart and be strong and wait for the Lord" Psalm 27:13-14