Seeing my Son in the ultrasound reminded me of every reason that the struggle and pain I went through with his father, was worth every second... I prayed everyday that he would come into this world healthy. I am so grateful.

I have yet to see someone who has more pictures and stuff on there page than me, So if you know someone tell me... I love to read and look at pages!

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I chopped my hair off May 08, 2008 to symbolize a new life, a new beginning, and a new me. I remove the negativity out of my life... and I feel like A MILLION BUCKS.

Mommy's big boy Dec 3rd, 2007

11-8-07 at 1:29pm

Kayson Michael Was Born

Weighing 6lb 5oz and 18 inches long

I went to the doctors on Tuesday November 6th, 2007 and I had high blood pressure they told me to come back the next day, I started having contractions that night went to the hospital and they said I'm only 1cm dilated and my blood pressure was down so they sent me home. November 7th, 2007 I went to my regular appointment and my blood pressure was high and wouldn't come down so they made me go to Labor and Delivery to be monitored for a couple hours, well the couples hours turned to me staying the night and being put on magnesia to get my blood pressure to lower. November 8th, after several hours of it not going down and finding out I had PIH (Pregnancy induced hypertension) / Preeclampsia (ALSO KNOWN AS TOXEMIA) they decided to go ahead and have the baby. I was in really bad pain for a couple hours because of the magnesia it made me have a REAL bad headache but after they put the pain medicine in my back and it kicked in the headache went away ,,.I laid on the bed and got sick and threw up but after I was done, the doctors got it started and at 1:29 I gave birth by Cesarian section to a VERY Healthy 6lb 5oz handsome baby boy and his name is Kayson Michael. The second he cried I cried with him it was an unexplainable feeling and all the pain was WELL worth it. My blood pressure is still up but we are home now and I am doing well and so is he! I wouldn't change it for the world.

A Message To Single Mothers

Accept the things you cannot change, have the courage to change the things you can, and use your wisdom to know the difference. I've been speaking to alot of single mothers and I understand that NO ONE WANTS to be a single mother. I cried plenty of tears, I went through the ups and downs, and in the end I have accepted the inevitable. Inside of you, you hold a precious gift. The gift the no man whether fat or skinny, whether short or tall, whether black or white can hold. You will hold this child inside of your body and your body will nuture it, it will help it grow, and then YOUR BODY will bring it into the world. During this time you have already done what you are telling yourself you can't do, you are being a single mother. There is no greater gift, than the gift of life and you have the power to give that gift. Your child depends on you, the stress you cause yourself could harm your baby and yourself. I know it's hard and I know that sometimes you feel like giving up but in the end it will all be worth the pain, sweat, and tears. You have the strength that God has given you to make it through all of it. Lift your head up high and be proud because I am proud of you. Your strength and will to continue is ADMIRABLE, I Thank you for allowing that child The GIFT OF LIFE.

[Psalms 139:13-16:]

"For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, Your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be."