I have one crazy daughter named jannie..she keeps me on my toes so i have no idea how i am going to handle 2 Girls lol..this is my fiance's first child he is excited,scared and worries to much. we have been together for 6 years and were supose to get married in may..but we have moved our wedding date to a unknown date at this time. I am a little scared myself but i know that will all change in the months to come. well we're having another girl !! her name is going to be Arianni Lin due between may 14 -20 not sure of the due date yet. still have morning sickness at 19 weeks hope it goes away soon!! i am tired of it. she is constitly moving even hiccuping feels weird not like my first pregnancy.

I am starting to wonder if the second child around will be just as exciting as the first? i am still not as excited with this pregnancy as i was with my daughter! i am hoping that i can get excited before she is born in may. everyone else is excited. i havent even thought about buying anything for the new baby i just dont have the excitment. is there anyone else who feels this way other than me?some times i wonder to myself why am i having another baby i cannot even afford the one child i do have let alone myself.

Just 14 weeks left! i am so uncomffy my ribs hurt as well as my hips. Yesterday i sliped and did the splits and oh man does my pelvic bone burn and hurt. good advice watch out for wet shoes and slippery floors. so far this pregnancy no hypertension! i had it bad with my daughter i actually gained over 100lbs so far i have only gained 27lbs! everything is going great!!!

so made it to week 29 wow!! my little girl is very active! we actually play push a war cause she always has a leg sticking out on my side and i think it hurts lol . i am already ready for her to come but i know it is too soon. i sit around an dream about what she will look like..what her cry will sound like..how it will feel to hold her! but at the same time i am also very scared even though i have already done this once before.

week 31 glade i made it! she has dropped so low! her head is down and engaged. i am really uncomfritable due to pressure down there and when she moves it feels as if i am getting pinched inside. only 6-9 more weeks to go.

34 weeks and still county! i never remebered my first pregnancy to be so long. i am tired all the time. my last day of work is april 30th i am scared to take maternity leave, less finance and more stress on what to do because i am a work aholic i cant stand being home in the day time and cant stand being gone at night. i still have no urge to do any cleaning or organizing hmm... we'll see what next week brings.

36 weeks and getting anxiouse! i have been having contractions every 10 mins but they are not strong enough to change anything and baby has been engaged since week 29. hopefully things will progress in the next few weeks. i am so ready to hold my baby girl in my arms and be done being pregnant.

here i am 1 day shy of 38 weeks! i have been in the early stages of labor since may 2nd! today i am really feeling it! i hope it hurrys upand progresses i cant stand this slow labor! i do not want to do this for another 2+ weeks.