I am a new mother to a little baby girl named arianni and a mother to a 7 y/o girl named jannie. it is harder than i thought it would be to have 2 children! i now have each of my ears occupied by a lil girl and they both want something at the same time.. i tend to get frustraited but it always works out to my advantage. my boyfriend is a first time dad so thing to him can be kinda frightening as he still holds her like she will break but yet isnt affraid to toss around my oldest lol..i am looking forward to returning to work on july 1st!!8 weeks off work is to long, i cant wait to have the extra money again.

arianni is now 3 weeks old and is growing so fast it is hard to beleive how fast it go's after the baby is born! i have some baby blues but they dont seem to be getting better. i had postpartum with my first so i am at high risk of getting it this time as well. i hope not i am trying my hardest to be happy..

i was un able to breastfeed due to not getting any milk i was really upset because i was looking forward as well as excited because i didnt breastfeed my first due to hypertension. my milk came is bad and not feedable.arianni is a great eater though but she likes to gulp and swallows a lot of air and the when it comes time to burp she swallows the air till she gets a belly ache.

she doesnt sleep much up every 2-3 hours still but hopefully she will soon i am tired. she is growing fast and i will update as offten as i can.