Hey All! A lil about me.....God willing this will be my 1st child. I had a miscarriage in Feburary and didn't expect to be pregnant so soon but here we are! I think my partner D and I are still in shock and a bit wary given our history of m/c but we are committed to staying positive and taking it day by day! Stay Blessed all of you!
So Im a bit "blahhhh" LOL - I am starting to get uncomfortable when I sleep and I have been feeling really tired latley (it doesnt help that I have low iron either)
I have been running around doing things for my baby shower this Sunday - which mind you I have alot of people helping me with (my friends and family have been great) on top of that I invited my dad's family knowing in the back of my mind that majority wouldnt come (family drama's) but I am a little bit upset that none of my Dad's family R.S.V.P'd my Mum or Mother In Law to tell them they wernt coming - I think it's really rude and selfish - I mean the invites didnt come from me they come from my Mum and Mother In Law - One of my cousin's R.S.V.P'd and said she couldnt make it because she had her sister's anniversary which mind you that is my cousin as well and she was invited so really she should have called my Mum and told her she couldnt make it cause it's her anniversary - arghhhhhhh n e ways.....
I just wanna do things on my own - like hang out the washing and not wait for Trav to carry the basket of clothes out for me and I love re-arranging things and I cant even do that cause Im not allowed to lift or move things around.......
My eyebrows need to be done drasticly LOL and I need a hair cut baddddd - I have booked in to get a bit of a pamper this Friday so I am all set for the baby shower - so I am kidna looking forward to that....
I have been getting little stretch marks on my belly - which I just wanna cry about...which mind you I have been putting coco butter cream on almost every night - my Mum never got any strech marks (she used to put olive oil on her belly) so I am going to try that and see how I go.....
I really just feel so horrible, fat and ugly :( Im not even big - all tummy and a hell of alot of boobs which makes me even more depressed cause it's not like I had small boobs before and now I feel like a pregnant porn star LOL!
Trav has been great though - helping me with the house work and doing things but I dunno I am just really "blahhhhhhhhh" :(
Anyways ladies thanks for listening - Im sure Ill be back to my happy chappy self in no time - pregnancy hormones ey?! LOL xo
valerieannebarrigar - Friday, 28 November I cant believe im 29 weeks already I feel like I just found out yesterday that I was expecting a baby and in 11 weeks I will be having her. im so excited! I hope everyone had a wonderful thanksgiving. my doctor hasn't gotten back to me with my results of gestational diabetes so I helped myself to an extra slice of pumpkin pie :p
I hope that all of you count your blessings...although as human beings, we have a tendecny to let the mishaps shine, I hope that each of you take a moment to enjoy the wrappings of your blessings allowing your mishaps to dim even if only for a short time!
I hope that you have a great weekend!!! *****HUGS******
*smoochies* ~Beauti
katylayney - Thursday, 20 November Added a new pregnant pictures...its been awhile!! I'm finally starting to see his movements on the outside of my belly! How are you ladies in week 26 feeling? I'm so tired and achy, ready to quit work lol
Rhonda Lynn - Wednesday, 19 November THANKS!!!!!!!!!!!!
ValerieanneBarrigar - Tuesday, 18 November Is anybody else getting those crazy pregnant dreams? I had another one last night I was in the deliveriy room and my fiance was still at work and the doc, who was an old man, said that he was maiking me have a c-section. so the nurse gave me a spinal that didnt hurt at all and with in seconds my baby was in my arms. she was so beautiful and she had super long hair down to her shoulders and she was all covered in muck but she wasnt crying so i started to cry asking the nurse why my baby wasnt crying and she told me she was fine its just because of the spinal and she was all drugged up too =0 but her cheeks were so soft well I get out of the hospital and I go to bring my baby to my fiance and it was 18 years later. we had missed 18 years of my daughters life and now she was an adult. i go back to the doctors and ask why i couldnt remember anything that had ahppened in the last 18 years so he gave me another spinal to try and figure it out and then I woke up. gosh that was nuts. i woke up this morning however, looking for my daughter. she was so beautiful.