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sindi-and-justin
	Age: 22 and 32 Country: Private Province/region: Private City: Private Partner: Justin-and-Sindi Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Trying to conceive Occupation: Sales Co-ordinator and Account Manager
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16/11/2007

Did BD last night and this morning. I am ovulating so I am very excited. Hopefully things are going to look good in the next couple of days. Dreading AF's visit. Maybe she will not pitch. Hope she doesn't. she always rocks up at the wrong time. Justin is fabulous. We are really getting on well at the moment. let me not speak to soon. I feel that our relationship can only get better. I love him so much. His birthday is on the 14 December and I am looking for something different to do this year. something more romantic, something that he is going to never forget.

Tyra is good as well. She is getting so big now and I just cannot wait for a new addition to the family so that she will have a mate to play with. she still asks me for a baby sister and on certain occassions a baby brother. LOL! I don't want to seem too positive, lets just wait and see.

19 November 2007

Didn't BD whole weekend :( I cannot believe this has happened. It could have been the right time for me. I know I said everything must happen naturally from now on but seriously, I feel like I lost out on a Great Opportunity. Am I psycho. Yesterday Justin and I went to visit our friends who have just given birth (a month ago) to two beautiful baby boys. They are so adorable little twins and I got sooooo unbelievably broody that i got angry and wanted to go home. We ended up staying because Justin is the boss and he makes the calls. They are TINY and I fed one and held him. My heart was sore because if my little angel I conceived in January lived, I would have giving birth round the same time. Sob...sob...

Ya so that was my weekend - nothing spectacular. Gonna BD tonight and hopefully something happens!!!

23/11/2007

So my AF is due on the 29th... I just have to say that I have picked up a couple of cm on my waistline and I am quite bulious at times... BUT this could be my mind playing tricks on me. i mean can you fall pregnant a month after miscarrying - not even a month?

I don't know. I am so tired. i am tired everyday and I know that symptom or my body could just be exhausted because of the m/c. i am NOT really giving my all to TTC but I would love to fall pregnant again and maybe this time my baby will live. I feel like my career might be taking it's toll and that I am going to have to work harder because I want to get further. Maybe having a baby isn't such a great idea. I mean I am young right? anyway... i am falling asleep here at my desk and I have not a clue as to what is happening to my body. Justin is fine and so is queen Tyra-Leigh. I love my family to bits but sometimes I just feel that I am the only one giving it all I GOT!

IT'S THE WEEKEND BABY!!!!!!

TO EVERYONE TTC - HAVE A WACKY, NAUGHTY WEEKEND WITH TONS OF BD AND HOPEFULLY IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS WE MIGHT SEE A BFP FOR SOME OF YOU!

ALL THE BEST AND LOADS OF BABYDUST!

26/11/2007

I am due for my AF on the 1st December... I hope she doesn't show... I somehow know that i should have waited a bit, but over the weekend... Actually I was sick at work on Friday. Nauseas and extremely dizzy - My mind could definately be playing tricks on me. I was ill the whole weekend with dizziness. Although feeling nauseas before all meals, I had to eat from hunger pains due to an increased appetite. I don't know what i am feeling. I am tired - extremely tired and I wonder if it could be possible that I am preggers again? I don't know. I want to be, but my body hasn't even had time to heal after the m/c. Anyway, to everyone reading my page - wish me luck and have a great week!

30/11/2007

I got my period last night at 19h30pm. I am really upset and sad and depressed.

I don't care. I have stopped Trying To conceive. I am happy with just one little girl and when it happens again, I will welcome it but if it doesn't, too bad. I am not going to revolve my life around craving for a baby! It's just the three of us until one day we get a surprise...

23 January 2008

Today is CD 20 of a 30 day cycle. Hopefully this means good news. I have been ovulating from the 14th January to 22nd January and did baby dance everyday from the 14th. This has to be good news right. Yesterday I started experiencing tenderness in my boobs and today they feel tingly with nipple tenderness. I have no clue what that means but I am hoping. I am due for Aunt Flow on the 2 February and dreading her visit. She might not though Bounce

So now I am playing the waiting game. I will test on the 09 February if no sign of AF.

I am not getting my hopes up because my mind plays tricks on me. It would be great to get a BFP to make my wish for a 2008 baby true... I have until April to fall pregnant then I will get a 2008 baby, but if I don't it will have to be 2009... I just cannot wait anymore!!

Congratulations to all who got BFP's recently! Good Luck to all of us TTCing... xSinds

04.02.08

Dear all. I just thought I would update you quickly. i got my period right on schedule on the 02.02.08. So definately a BFN for me. I have realised that maybe it is just not time for me to have a second baby and because of that I have STOPPED TTC for now and possibly thinking of going on a contraceptive. I honestly can't cope with all the frustration and emotion anymore. I guess I will have to find something else to close the lonely gap for my 3 year old daughter - maybe a puppy or kitten eventhough I hate pets... I want to thank everyone for their support through my time of trying to conceive.

I wish all the TTCers the best of luck with trying for a baby and everyone expecting soon all the best with the new bundles of joy. I honestly need a break to just think about what i really want out of life. Maybe my completeness that i was yearning for is not meant to be in the form of a baby, but possibly something else also exciting. Maybe it's a sign that spending more time with my 3 year old is necessary. There are lots of things I can do to close the gap and from today I will be starting. I guess this is bye from me.... To Evryone good luck and GOD BLESS!!! Love Sindi

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nikki.e - Thursday, 20 Mar
hey! was was thinking of u earlier! my days r so boring now with out your love triangle stories lol! hope u and ur daughter are well! have a lovely loooong weekend and we will chat soon! xxx

dannii - Tuesday, 18 Mar
im good so sick though but shudnt complain! any gossip from urside xx

dannii - Tuesday, 18 Mar
hey stranger how r u xxx?

sindi-and-justin - Tuesday, 18 Mar
i wish i could get it back - the block is hot at the mo... but give it a week or so

nikki.e - Tuesday, 18 Mar
wot a supprize to see u online! how r u!!! GET MSN BACK! lol

nikki.e - Monday, 3 Mar
we would have been going into our 9th month of ttc this month, funny to think that 9 months ago i thought we would be having our first baby! so, 9 long months have gone by and its now time to close the ttc chapter of our lives for now. its obviously not meant to be right now and i need to come to terms with it and move on. we have run out of time and all i need to focus on is enjoying the rest of this year in my home country before the big move! it will probably be a lot easier now without worrying about bd and temps and CM and all that goes with ttc...its been an emotional ride and i can actually say i enjoyed it! i certainly learnt alot about my body and cycles and all that stuff! this time next year we should be settled in our new country and ready to take on ttc again...wow...a year until we ttc again, i am sure it will go by quite fast tho! so finaly to all you girls who have helped me in the past months and helped me with my questions and queries, sometimes very silly questions too lol, i just want to say thank you! this is such a wonderful site and the support and comfort you find here is truly amazing! the freindships made here will be treasured! i wish all those still ttc the best of luck and i hope you get your BFP very soon! i will still be visiting this site everynow and then as i want to keep track of my very unorganized AF on my vip and hopefully it will improve and become normal by the time we are ready to ttc again!! thanks again girls!!! xxx and bye for now!

dannii - Friday, 29 Feb
sorry babes ment to last night but he came hme and ihavnt told him yet i wanna get to at least 8 weeks x

joes-wife - Thursday, 28 Feb
Hi1 And thanks for the comment that you left on my page about the colposcopy! I appreciate it so much. As far as the after affects of the procedure go... well they say that if you ARE pregnant when they do it they have to do a few things differently for the safety of the baby. If you are not pregnant then they just do the normal procedure and then the only after affects are cramping and that's aboutit. I would talk to your Gyno about that and see if that could have caused your miscarriages. Thanks again Hun and I'll let you know how it goes.

nikki.e - Friday, 8 Feb
H E L P M E ! ! ! ! im on cd12 and i am spotting, but its browm sorry TMI so wondering if its maybe left overs from AF. i cant be ovulation bleeding coz i have not yet had EWCM and its definately not impantation bleeding as we only started BD on tuesday...should i be worried?

aussiemum - Tuesday, 5 Feb
Hey Sindi I just wanted to stop in and say don't give up. Just relax about it and BD when you like, don't worry about birth control... don't put too much pressure on yourselves and just let it happen if and when it's right. Don't give up after only trying for a few months, next BD might be the magic one :)

maury - Monday, 4 Feb
you're right, emotionally it can be very difficult to TTC. I wish you the best of luck :)

jaylianarose85 - Monday, 4 Feb
I wish you the best. and also wanted to let you know that I felt just how you did. I finally just stopped trying and after about a month of not trying I found out that I was two weeks pregnant on the day my father-in-law passed away. Best of luck to you.

mgarcia2411 - Monday, 4 Feb
Im sorry sweetie, I hope everything works out for you!!

Laura1234 - Monday, 4 Feb
hiya. dont go on contreception. just stop trying. for now it might happen when u not tryin n when u not xpecting it a :). dont give up it will happen 4 u 1 day :)

dannii - Monday, 4 Feb
awww huni i am so sorry how frustrating is this im bak on the pill now and back at the gym chin up and big big hug xxxxxx

mgarcia2411 - Thursday, 31 Jan

mgarcia2411 - Thursday, 31 Jan
Hey, well I was getting lower back cramps and they have gone away in the last couple of days. Every now and then I get a sharp small pain in my left side of my stomach. I really hope you get a BFP in the morning. If not please dont get discouraged. Me and DH had been trying since last January and things were starting to look hopeless but here we are. Take cae and keep me informed on how it goes!!

mgarcia2411 - Thursday, 31 Jan
I think you can test now. Are you having any other symptoms? DO you always get cramps before AF? i dont so when i started having cramps at around 7dpo i knew something was up.Good luck!!

noodle - Tuesday, 29 Jan
I will. let me know....

MOmmy2BMay08 - Tuesday, 29 Jan
Hi there,
everyone is different and I have never tested positive even a couple of days after missing a/f. Last time it took me a week to get a BFP and this time 12 days. If you read the leaflet on most of those early tests the results are only around 50% before missing your a/f. I would wait another week and test again.

jamie - Tuesday, 29 Jan
If you are 14 dpo, then you need to calculate your luteal phase to find out when you should test. You luteal phase is the number of days after ovulation untill your next cycle. Supposedly it does not flucuate much (1-2) days at most. I would think it is not too early to test, but my luteal phase is only 13-14 days long. You can ovulate late, but you lp(luteal phase) is always the same. So, if your cycle is longer then that means you ovulated late, or you might be pg. Most positives will show at 14dpo..but if you are due to start feb second, it sounds like you ovulated early. Either way, if you are pg, you should be able to get a bfp by now, although there are always exceptions to the rule.. Good Luck!!

noodle - Tuesday, 29 Jan
Could be-all tests are different and so are all preg. ..try again in a few days or wait to missed per.

bekah123 - Tuesday, 29 Jan
Yeah you prolly tested to early most urine test won't pick it up until after you are suppose to have your period even if it says 5 days sooner or whatever. Just wait until the 2nd and see then.

excitedmom2b - Tuesday, 29 Jan
Thank you! Your comment is very much appreciated!

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