I am begining to find out how much fun it really is to being pregnant...I have swollen feet, swollen hands and a butt that wont quit hurting....sometimes i feel as if i just sat on a knitting needle...one of my hand keeps falling asleep and I have the corporal tunnel syndrome...no why didnt i learn we have a tunnel in our wrists??? wake up every night to squeeze a few drops of pee, and now it seems i might have gestational diabeties!!! and all i want is a healthy baby..and to top it off i have a snoring bed hogger for a partner...a few well aimed kicks every night makes sure he keeps his volume down...have difficulty sleeping as is and suddenly just as i am about to nod off the lumbering oaf starts snoring right in my ear...no wonder he complains his head hurts when he wakes up...i keep hammering him at night!!! dont get me wrong...i love him more than anything and anyone...but i still want to choke him at times!!! and whats with ppl touching you??? Just coz your preggie means they can all touch your tumm???? next one in line gets a shiner..

Thursday, 17 Jan

Saturday, 19 Jan

Things seem to be moving a little faster now. I was planning to stick on till the 15th of feb, but now feel that i cannot. i am just too sleepy..though i will miss all the ppl i work with, i am soo glad i get a year off!!!

Saturday, 19 Jan

The baby is not moving as much as he did before...just keeps getting hiccups sometimes which is soooo cute...i remeber his U/S he kept yawning and blinking at me...i cant wait to meet him..I think i fell in love with him right when I saw him in the ultrasound

Friday, 25 Jan

Sometimes when i dont feel the baby move, i get soooo anxious!!! But if i talk to him and run my belly, he responds by moving....ohhh i love him sooo much...I hope he looks like his father...then he gets to be sooo cute..with the cutest cheeks...Its just that I am paranoid about childbirth...and it seems like this mountain to cross before i get to my lil one!!I wish i could kiss him right now and cuddle him and kiss him and hold him and kiss him...right now I am alternating between kissing and bashing his father!!! Just 4.5 more weeks to go...what if he comes on the 29th? No!! I want him to be born on the 27th of Feb...but lets see... I

Wednesday, 30 Jan

Friday, 1 Feb

Another day...another one down..the countdown is getting closer...27 days to go....yayyyyy!!!The greenish yellow discharge is still freaking me out...the only time i went to an "outside" loo is in the hospital at the diabetic center...so that can be the only place I couldve caught it from...if it is an infection....I feel so stupid...I actually made Paul look at my pants....and went see...seee...what do you think...and that had him wonder what could it be too, so he called up the nurse who said to call the doc..and as i am seeing the doctor on the 4th in case, i feel its just going to be a waste of time...Like the visits to the endocrinologist...calls us @ 10:20 and sees us at 11:30 am....sick bastard....But he is a sweet person and a nice doc...just doesnt care for anyone else `s time though...I have to start insulin and its actually better....I can eat what i want to now.... anything to keep the baby from getting Diabetic when he grows up...i am sure the baby will be sweet and good...i can guess that from the way the baby is now...doesnt fuss much and has no problems...just like to sleep and eat...doesnt like spicy stuff ...I am so ready to have the baby now!!! Not coz i am tired of being preggers...(nobodys fussed so much about me before!!) but coz i am super-excited to meet the baby!! I am so ready right now..I want to hold him in mr arms, rock him to sleep and look into his eyes and kiss his lil head...Sighhhh not too long to go now!!

Saturday, 2 Feb

Today is a terrible day..i am anxious and sad and wish i could open the lid to my tumms and see the baby and be convinced that he is fine..i am having that funny yellowish- greenish discharge still and just wish i could find out if the baby is affected by it, or is fine...I am so worried...i will be so releived on Monday when i see the doctor...The baby is not moving as mucha s he should and i am paranoid...again...Oh Please God....let the baby be fine...Right now He is turned to me right side and has something poking out- i think thats his bum...but i am so scared, i didnt even talk to him today...i will be going to the hospital at the end of the day today...Maybe i should have cold water...let me try...

Tuesday, 5 Feb

BACK FROM THE DOCS TODAY: AAAANNNNDDDD everything is FINE!!! paranoid me...well as per doc i have to be very diligent in ding the kick count everyday and make sure the baby keeps moving at all times...the baby has to come out on the due date, or else it will be induced on the 03rd of March...I have another ultrasound scheduled for the 20th to see how the baby is doing and then I can see the lil chump inside me before we meet in person...I am so excited another 3 weeks to go...As per the doc my due date should be 0of March, and as per me it should be the 28 of Feb...so lets see if the doc agrees to the baby comming a little earlier..I am soooo ready to meet him right now!!!The discharge apparently is pretty normal and she did a swab that almost killed me, but i susrvived by sqeezing Paul hand so hard, he almost had tears n his eyes...Must remind him to take the wedding band off when he comes to the hospital... Will pack my bag tomorrow...In anticipation...you never know when..and its better to keep yur hope high...right???