Hi!

My first baby is due on February 6, 2008. If you were to tell me one year ago, I'd be pregnant I probably would have laughed. This is a blessing b/c less than a year ago, I had to have an emergency operation to have an ovary removed! I am very excited and nervous. I can't wait to meet my little girl (yes, lots of bows, ribbons and dresses!). If your also having a baby soon please don't feel shy to contact me!!!

Hugs!

Nicole

November 20, 2007

I am 29 weeks pregnant. I know this should be a happy time, but my fiance and I are not together anymore. I can't help feeling so sad. I really do miss him. My family has been extremely supportive, but it still isn't the same. Just in case you missed what happened, my fiance and I got into a disagreement that elevated into him grabbing me and dragging me. I had to call 911 and get medical attention. My baby and I are doing physically well. I have made the decision to break up and press charges. I am terrified he might do it again. Everyone was shocked this happened, esp b/c he is a internal medicine doctor. I knew he had a temper, but I never thought he'd put a hand on me! Still, as crazy as this sounds I miss and still love him :*[

February 7, 2008

I gave birth on January 31, 2008! She decided to come early! I love her sooo much

April 2, 2008

Sakura and I are doing well. Gosh, I love her. She is so delicious! I am still angry/hurt by her biological father. He hasn't even seen her, sent any gifts or money. Beyond that- I am going back to school to get my 2nd degree. Gosh, being a mom is a full time job. It seems like there is never enough hours in the day to do everything I want!