Suey's Pregnancy Journal

• September 01 (7 weeks): Well I haven't been online in awhile since I've been planning everything around for this baby. I recently eloped with my hubby in Vegas. Very quick and disgustingly practical. (Don't even ask lol). I started a mild form of nausea this week. Not that I looked forward to it but I was a little curious on how it would feel. It really just feels like you've rode the car forever, or you rode the rollercoasters 10x straight but you can hold yourself from vomiting. I do vomit when I brush my teeth though. I dread brushing my teeth. Overall, I was worried that I might not be pregnant anymore since I lost my symptoms suddenly within a day at 5 weeks. However, it seems to come and go. I admit, I don't think I have the strongest symptoms like some girls have but I guess I should be thankful for that....I need to start looking for a doctor. I've researched into how to find the best doctor for you. I hope I'm not looking into it too much.
• September 03 (7 weeks 5D): Crap I can't sleep and it's 5 in the morning. I've been quite conscientious of my stomach these days. I look like 4 months preg or something. I totally freaked out today when I noticed a wormy looking purply vein on my thigh today. I even noticed slight line going down my stomach (linea negra or w/e). I think I can deal with any preg symptoms EXCEPT those veins. There's no way I can have these symptoms at 7 weeks. Oh man, I need to really speed up on scheduling my doctor's appt or I'll end up just going to some random clinic. Anyways, Im a little depressed cuz I really feel fat. I used to be like 115, 5'4 up to a few months ago. Now I'm like 125. I can't believe it. This just doesn't seem right. I'm mostly excited about raising a child to become the best person they can be. I realized that I should reintroduce religion back into my life..my future family's life. I do believe that religion in one medium to bond and strengthen the family mentally. It's funny cuz I'm more focused on HOW I'm going to raise my child than anything else these days.