OUR LITTLE PRINCESS 17 WEEKS.......

SO FOR WHATEVER REASON MY PAGE KEEPS DELETING MY ENTRIES....SO HERE IS MY MYSPACE I FIGURE YOU ALL CAN KEEP IN TOUCH THAT WAY IF YA WANT =)

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July 31st, 2007

Ok so today is my first day writing. I am on here because I was trying to find something to take my mind off of vomiting....since that is all I do. So to sum me up. I am 26 years old and have 2 other beautiful children. This is my 3rd. My daughter is 9 and my son is 7. This baby has by far made me the sickest =(. I love being a momma more than words can explain. I was married and left my husband when I was 2 months pregnant with my son. I met my boyfriend now a month after, while I was already 3 months pregnant and he has been by my side every step of the way (7 years now). Finally we are having a baby. I am due March 10th 2008 or around that (which makes me 8 weeks pg). They keep changing it. I have had 3 ultrasounds already and saw my sweethearts little heart beating up a storm. I am getting excited to find out if it is a boy or a girl. It doesnt really matter since I have 1 of each already. My boyfriend is not excited yet, he is nervous and scared...he will be the best dad! But as for me, am not showing yet (except the pam anderson look I am sporting) and I am very very sick. Okie Dokie. I love my little peanut!

August 1st, 2007

Ok so not much new today. I fell better though I ended up going to my doctor yesterday and they put me on Metoclopram which is a pill that makes you stop throwing up. I am dehydrated so they were worried. I am upset though because they did an ultrasound yesterday as well and the nurse said, "oh hunny you are only 5 weeks pregnant" I was watching her and she only measured the babies head, I think. So she changed my due date to like March 27th, 2008. SHE IS SO WRONG. I know I am further along because I know the exact date of my lmp and they are alway 28-29 days apart. Not to mention I know when I ovulated and when I took my first positive pg test. Oh yeah and my last ultrasond on July 19th said I was 6 weeks along????? So I was kinda frustrated. I made an appointment to have another u/s on Tuesday 8-7-07 because now I am just worried that there is something wrong with my baby. UGH! I love my little peanut and would be devistated if anything went wrong. Anywho, I guess I better calm down...talk to ya all soon! =)

August 21, 2007

So first let me say sorry I havent written lately. I have been SSSOOOO busy. I have moved into a new home so that the baby will have his/her own room. Moving is the most stressful and time consumming thing ever! I still am unpacking and I moved in last weekend! Oh well it is a gorgeous home and I love it so that is all that matters. I am doing sooooo much better as far as morning sickness. I havent gotten sick in awhile. But I have been getting really bad heartburn the last few days. My uterus is tilted now and up into my lower back so my doctor says it is pinching a nerve and that really stinks! I feel fat...no really...I feel fat...I am not showing yet none of my pants will button anymore and I have had to start wearing baggy pants to be comfy. So I am at the stage of wanting to wear a t-shirt that says, no I am not chubby I am pregnant....hahaha! Otherwise, I am still tired, but much better than before. My cravings have gone away, but the thing about that is when I want something I WANT IT! Like I was craving a big mexican burrito (a real one not taco bell..which usually is my favorite) and that craving stuck until I gave in and got it. So this baby knows what he/she wants for sure! I got to go to the doctor and have another ultrasound done. It was amazing. The little peanut isnt a peanut anymore it looks like a baby! He/she was bouncing al over the place and punching, and kicking....looked like it was getting in its TaeBo workout for the day...hahaha! It was amazing, I cant wait until September 5th because they are gonna do another one and daddy gets to be at that one. He is going to fall in love! Ok gotta get to work. Bye ya'all! Oh here is our bubba =)

August 30, 2007

Okie Dokie, so I dont have much to update on with this little bubba. My belly still isnt too much here. I mean I notice it, and my pants are very hard to button, but most people just laugh at me when I say I am starting to show =(. I have my next ultrasound on Wednesday September 5th, and I can not wait!!!!!!!!!!!! I have been less sick now, so hopefully I am done with the m/s. I can not wait to find out if we are having a boy or a girl. Once the baby has a name I think this will be so much more real to me. I am still kinda in denial. I keep on feeling flutters in my tummy, and I am wondering if it is the baby or just my digestive track. I hope it is the baby =). My other bubbas started school last week and so I have been very busy! They love school so much so I am very lucky. They are so funny. My son is 6 and daughter is 8 and every day they are like my momma. My son told me yesterday that I needed to eat more "vingetabbles" because they will make the baby feel better. My daughter is constantly trying to get me to eat. I think they think I should have a bigger tummy by now and so I am starving their brother/sister....hahahaha! Anyway, I may be getting better pregnant wise, but i caught a BAD cold and my throat is so swollen and I have a yucky fever, so I am gonna go and try to rest a little bit more. Bye ya'all take care =)

Oh Yeah and here I am at 12 Weeks and 3 Days... =)

December 7, 2007Okie Dokie...so I have not written in here in a long time. I was very very busy first of all and second of all I was so discouraged after it deleted a whole bunch of my entries that I have not wanted to add more. But I cant stand it and so here I am...lol. So basically I am just growing and stretching and cooking a bubba =). I am so tired and I do not remember how in the world I did this 2 other times before. It is exhausting...lol...worth it but sooo tiring. I really do not know how I am supposed to do this for another 2 months. I am convinced it is Gods way of making labor tolerable...cuz by the end ou just want the baby out so any amount of pain is worth it...haha. I feel pretty good today. It is weird cuz one day I am just dragging and I feel sorry for anyone around me then the next I am fine and dont even feel pregnant...other than the fact that I feel like the blueberry girl from Willie Wonka and The Chocolate Factory! So basically I have put on more weight than I will even talk about wiht this baby. I feel huge...but dont understand it cuz everyone keeps telling me I am tiny. My tummy will one second look pregnant and then the next nada! My doctor tells me I am carrying in my back...OOOOHHHHH.....well that explains why I can barely walk sometimes cuz my back feels like it has been crushed by a semi....and I thought I was losing my mind...haha! She moves a lot. Somedays more than others but she definately moves a lot. She is more of a hiccuper than a kicker. OH YEAH....I forgot to add that It's a girl!!! I forgot that paragraph was one that got deleted =( We ended up going to a 4d ultrasound place when I was 17 weeks and sure enough she FINALLY uncrossed her legs for long enough for us to see her little "hamburger" as the ultrasound tech called it...hahahaha! Definately no turtle hiding in there...lol. Then we had her doctor ultrasound when I was 20 weeks and thatlady reconfirmed it was a GIRL! I am so excited and so is daddy. Her sister is beyond thrilled to be having a sister and her brother at first was hoping for a boy, but when I told him he is having a baby sister....his exact words were....."oh well, I love the one I have so I will love another one I guess...then he said oh boy are me and daddy Mike gonna be out numbered in this house." Their new baby sister is al they talk about, they are so excited. I can not believe that I am going to be in my 3rd trimester tomorrow...I am truly excited! I was talking to my gramma this morning and she is so cute. She was telling me how I really need to be off work now, that I can not work anymore until after she is born. I WISH!!!! My gramma is awesome but sometimes she doesnt understand that bills gotta get paid pregnant or not pregnant. The electric company wont keep the service on if I tell them oh well, I cant pay it "I am pregnant". =) So her name was officially going to be Lilah Rae and now all of a sudden daddy has decided he is not sure about that name....UGH....I LOVE THAT NAME!!!! So I guess I will just have to wait and see what he decides. And last but not least....I can not tell you how much I CAN NOT SLEEP! Insomnia has kicked in to full gear. I go to bed at like 9 now cuz I hope that I will be asleep by 11 or midnight. Cuz goodness only knows I will be up again by 2 or 3 and CAN NOT fall back asleep. I walk the house now in the middle of the night like a frickin crazy person. I am too restless to even stay in bed. Again is this Gods plan to try to get me used to sleepless nights cuz...REALLY...thanks but I will be ok....I would like to sleep! My doctor told me that i can go ahead and take a tylenol pm to try to help me cuz on top of not sleeping I came down with a cold (since in SO CAL it is one day 40 degrees then the next 80 degrees) and let me tell you...OH GOODNESS I took one and an hour later I felt like a 1000 pounds...only woke up twice to go peepee and went right back to sleep! I wont take one again cuz I am scared..I dont want to hurt my bubba even though they say it is ok...but I can totally see why someone would get addicted to sleeping pills....hahaha! Okie dokie...sorry so long...been a long time! Yay me...3rd trimester here I AM!!! OH and here are my pics that have been missed of my tummy =)

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December 18, 2007

Ok, so right now I am in a pretty good mood..haha...it does seem to vary moment to moment. I am SSSOOOO hormonal this week..OH MY GOODNESS...I feel so sorry for my poor family. I think they want to shoot me and put me out of my misery...lol. One second I am laughing and being normal dorky me..then the next I am crying and cant see through my puffy red eyes (I am not a pretty cryer)...then the next I am so mad I want to yell at everyone. It is awful and I hate it as much as they do, but I am aware of it, I just have NO control. LOL...I know one day I will look backand laugh at it..but boy oh boy! So I posted my pic above of what I look like right now and it trips me out cuz I feel sooooo HUGE and yet I dont look that big. I think there is an error in my camera...it is taking funhouse pictures...lol. Well maybe I can avoid stretch marks...that would be a dream come true...I got enough to last me a life time from the other two bubbas I have given life to....lol...that sounded dramatic. So our baby girl kicks and moves all the time now. She is definately active. So far her sissy, her brother, her uncle chad, gramma, and daddy have all felt her kicking and moving around. Oh and daddy decided he didnt like the name Lilah so now I think he is leaning towards Lilly. The difference I have no idea, but whatever, I like both a lot. I had a dream that she was born and a BOY...yup not a good feeling when I woke up and let me tell you the dreams I have when I do have them, leave me wondering what the heck is real and what is not. A friend of mine (whom I met here) just told me that she had a dream about her hubby cheating and she woke up all mad at him. Guys just dont understand those dang dreams...they are sssoooo real. I went through this awful stage where I killed all of my hunnys friends....just walked up and would shoot them. I sware I am so not like that and I saw nothing wrong with it in my dreams in fact I was quite happy...lol. I had my doctor check up on Friday the 14th and it was so exciting cuz he said it is time to start going every 2 weeks now....YAY YAY YAY...that means I am getting closer! Daddy is getting excited, he is so modest so he will never admit it, but I have known him for 8 years, he is like reading a book =). Our baby 'party' (not a shower cuz then the guys said they wouldnt go...haha) is on Sunday January 6th. I want to make sure we have the last month to go shopping and get everything ready for what we need. I think time is going by so fast (I HOPE). It was Seths (my sons) birthday on Saturday, he turned 7..WOW...time goes fast. He was so excited, I love him so much. I love being a momma...it is the est job in the world. I wish more than anything I didnt have to work so much so that I could spend more time doing what I love! Okie Dokie...back to work...talk to ya all later =)

December 20, 2007

SSSOOOOO...let me just tell you what I did...LMAO!!! I am on my way home from work and I am on my cell phone pulling into my drive way. I was on the phone with daddy...and my other 2 bubbas were in the back getting ready to jump out of the car as always. So anyway, I have my ear piece on my right ear, cuz goodness only knows I better be safe...and my cell phone (a brand new blackberry pearl in white) in my right hand. I get out of the car and remember that the trash cans need to be taken out to the curb cuz the trash guy comes at like 6 in the morning. So I walk over to the side of the house while it is sprinkling out (it had been pouring) and I take the trash cans out to the curb. I am walking back to the house and all of a sudden I hear my hunny saying "babe I cant hear you" then I lose the call. I am like...that the heck just happend I never lose calls. So I walk in the house and put my ear piece down and grab the house phone to call him right back. I do and all of a sudden I go hey babe I cant remember where I put my cell phone...so I tell him I will call him back. I want to make sure I didnt drop it at the door when I walked in. You kow I am trying to be good and proactive. So I soon realize I cant find it. Well I become furious looking in my car and everywhere realizing I JUST had it and I was talking on it so it has to be somewhere!!!! I call it from my house phone and I hear NOTHING...so I go to the car and call it again...still NOTHING. By this time I have dumped out my purse and the kids are running around trying to help me. My daughter even checked my own pockets cuz she knows her mom is losing her mind. SO then I am like oh great I probably dropped it when I took the trashcans out to the curb and it is probably wet and being rained on. So I run over to the grass and NOTHING!!! I call it one more time and this time I hear it faintly in the background. So I listen and follow...let me just end this story by saying when you are pregnant your brain goes 100% to the baby and mommy loses all sense of intelligence! So now I will let you know where my cell phone was....I had walked around the front of my house only to realize that the trashcans hadnt been taken down like I remember doing (or so my mind thought). So as I got closer to the trashcan I realized I heard my phone louder. All of a sudden I looked inside the trashcan and realize that I THREW IT OUT! Yup, I walked to the trashcans to take them down to the curb...I think I remember taking them down to the curb....but NOPE...I just walked over and threw my phone out and went in the house....LA TEE DA! SO there it is the update on my pregnancy and how it is going this week. I swear if I get any dumber I am going to start drooling down the front of me because I am going to forget the swallowing reflexes. Okie dokie ya'all...take care and baby is great =) I love her so much! x's and o's!

January 31, 2008 (34 weeks 5 days)

Ok so again I apologize for not writing in quite some time. I have just been so busy and when I am not busy...I am just soooo lazy! I am going to sum up as much as I can in as few words as I can..but I can type...so sorry if long...haha! Basically everything is great! Well except the fact that I cant breath, my butt bone hurts, my back hurts, my ribs I think are broken, I am nauseas all the time, exhausted as soon as I wake up, that is if I ever get to sleep, my feet are swollen, but I cant reach them to get shoes on anyway, my ankles havent been shaved in awhile (and I am seriouslly contemplating just leaving it unti the day I go into labor), I think I am very fat, and I need to find a wide load sign to put on my rear end before I bump too many people off sidewalks or something...LMAO...but it is all a small price to pay for the gift I will be given in the end =). I am getting very excited to meet our little princess and daddy is getting excited also. I have been really upset lately because I am supposed to be on bed rest as of 2 nights ago, but I still have to work because we cant afford to live otherwise. It is really hard because I have to drive 2 hours to work and 2 hours home...by the time I get home I am so tired and am having such bad contractions that it scares me. I went to the hospital the other night and was in labor and delivery all night being monitored for early labor...needless to say I went home and we are fine. But it was scary. I am for sure going to be induced because my doctor worries I will deliver her in my car, and I worry as well! I have a doctor appointment on Monday at 8:50 am and he is supposed to give me a date at that time..so we will see. I still dont feel 'huge' but I feel WAY over stuffed! Everyone always tells me that I am so lucky to be so small in the tummy....but I just dont know. I mean I think pregnancy is hard no matter what and the way I see it right now is we all have the same size baby in there...my bubba is just smashed and pushing my organs and spine in to my feet to make room for her....haha! I had a girl tell me the other day that I must be so much more comfortable than her to be so small....I wanted to laugh...I just dont think that I am more comfortable because I am smashed. I dont know if that makes sense at all...I do consider myself VERY VERY lucky because I get back to a normal size pretty quickly...and I am VERY VERY VERY lucky to be able to have the most precious gift in the world growing in my belly...but I wouldnt go as far as to say I am comfortable....because I assure you I AM NOT...lol! Ok just had to say it cuz I couldnt say it wile she was standing in front of me and sometimes I need to vent...lol...sorry! =)

February 5, 2008