Pregnancy Survey
About You
Name?:	Princess and nope I am not the real one just a name
Age?:	25
Height?:	4’7 I know you don’t have to say it lols
Pre-pregnancy weight?:	10 stone hmmm I am not FAT I am just pregnant
About The Father
Name?:	Amado Angel Velasquez III – short Aaron
Age?:	24
Height?:	5'10 I think
Are you still together?:	No he is seeing someone else makes me want to break his legs..sometimes not just that!
About Your Pregnancy
Is this your first pregnancy?:	Yes it is
When did you find out you were pregnant?:	23rd May 2007
Was it planned?:	Yes very much so after 5 years of trying
What was your first reaction?:	Could not believe it… confused, I was happy at the end
Who was with you when you found out?:	Just myself – was in the office loo
Who was the first person you told?:	I rang my best friend and told her the news she was delighted, I wasn’t I was confused… I rang Aaron’s mobile went to his voicemail left a message and told him the news .. about 10 minutes later got a text message from him saying Congratulations and he doesn’t want to be part of it he told me to leave him alone…
How did your parents react?:	My mum told me to have an abortions.. stepdad was not happy about the news so more confused that ever… but I was happy even though I wasn’t really ready to have a baby… but I told myself before that if I ever get pregnant I will carry one with the pregnancy…
How far along are you?:	23 weeks
What was your first symptom?:	Was a bit sick when I told my best friend she commented like maybe you are pregnant I was like no way that’s the last thing I want.. my relationship with Aaron at the time was on the rocky patch… and I was just looking forward of moving on …but hey guess it was meant to be huh?
What is your due date?:	1st of February 2008
Do you know the sex of the baby?:	Yes
If so, what is it?:	I am having a baby boy
Have you picked out names?: Yes
If so, what are they?:	Alexander Gabriel Jake
How much weight have you gained?:	Too much to bear lols
Do you have stretch marks?:	not yet
Have you felt the baby move?:	yes
Have you heard the heartbeat?:	yes
About the birth
Will you keep the baby?:	Definitely
Home or hospital birth?:	Hospital please
Natural or medicated birth?:	Natural but thinking about it scares the hell out of me
Who will be in the delivery room with you?:	Aaron – I am hoping if not just me then
Will you breastfeed?:	Yes but I think I will have mix coz I am planning to go back to work shortly after giving birth ..
Do you think you'll need a c-section?:	Depends…
Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time?:	I think I will always been a cry baby.. even just watching someone giving birth on the tele makes me cry.. so guess I have to make sure that there’s a lot of tissue available then huh?
What's the first thing you might say to him/her?:	Maybe the word I love you… but we will see
Would you let someone videotape the birth?:	Nope lols
Are you excited about the birth, or scared?:	Excited and scared at the same time
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Moving on.....

one of my favourite quotes sad but true!!!

"Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow"

Anyone who has gone through the agony of losing someone she/he loves so much will still wish against all odds to have that love
back again. But, sometimes a love lost is a love gone forever. No amount of hope can bring back to life a relationship that just died a natural death. Set yourself free. Let your heart spread its wings and fly. Remember, it may rain for 40 days and 40 nights, but still will not rain forever. One day the pouring will stop and there will be plenty of branches where you can find rest. One
of these is where you will build your nest and start over again. It's never too late. Remember, you may find love and lose it but "WHEN LOVE DIES, YOU NEVER HAVE TO DIE WITH IT".

Remember, you cannot be a redeemer all your life. The best way to weigh a relationship is out it in the test of fire. You cannot
be a sooner of your mistake forever. Remember, we all fall and make wrong decisions but our blunders are meant not to bury us deep in misery but to teach us the valued lessons of life. Loving is always a learning process. With love, we learn HOW TO CARE and SACRIFICE. We learn to SHARE and REACH OUT. We learn to be UNSELFISH and GIVE MORE THAN WE CAN. And when everything doesn't end well, we learn how it feels like to FALL and GET HURT. But learning doesn't have to end there. After our fall, we strive to get back on our feet and move on. This is where we learn that "LIFE DOESN'T END WHERE OUR HEARTACHES BEGIN."

"THERE IS NO FUTURE IN A RELATIONSHIP OF LIES AND SELFISHNESS". It's true, there is life in love. But, there can still be life even
after losing love if you LEAVE the past behind and let your heart HEAL and give you the chance to FIND yourself again.

The success of a relationship lies not only in the beauty of its beginning but in its consistency. Make a choice not on impulse but a decision based on a healthy balance of mind and heart. Let us always remember that...."HAPPINESS IS NOT A MATTER OF
DESTINY BUT A MATTER OF CHOICE".

There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves getting so
intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon becomes a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we begin to REALIZE that this person feels NOTHING MORE for us than FRIENDSHIP.
We start our desperate attempt to GET NOTICED and BE CLOSER but in the end our efforts are still UNREWARDED and we end
up being SORRY FOR OURSELVES.

"YOU DON'T HAVE TO FORGET SOMEONE YOU LOVE. WHAT YOU NEED TO LEARN IS HOW TO ACCEPT THE VERDICT OF REALITY WITHOUT BEING BITTER OR SORRY FOR YOURSELF. YOU WOULD BE BETTER OFF GIVING THAT THE DEDICATION AND LOVE TO SOMEONE MORE DESERVING". Don't let your heart run your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well. Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow. "IF YOU LOSE LOVE, THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT YOUHAVE FAILED IN LOVE. CRY IF YOU HAVE TO, BUT MAKE SURE THAT TEARS WASH AWAY THE HURT AND THE BITTERNESS THAT THE PAST LEFT YOU WITH. LET GO OF YESTERDAY AND LOVE WILL FIND ITS WAY BACK TO YOU". And when it does, praythat it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime.

A woman on the rebound could easily fall for sweeping emotions and be made to falsely believe that she finally stumbled upon the right man when what she just found is only someone to cover up for the love she lost. A man who makes a promise with words and not with actions may never live up to fulfill them. "ITS TRUE THAT LOVE CAN WAIT FOREVER BUT IT IS CRAZY To STUBBORNLY HOPE FOR SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T EVEN CARE OR UNDERSTAND HOW WE FEEL."

Love makes us see things through rose-colored glasses. Most of the time, we fail to recognize the danger sign that light up along
our way. This feeling you have nurtured for so long isn't healthy anymore. You must realize that you have to let go now before it consumes you and your sanity. There is always a time to think and stop. A time to be sensible and not allow our hearts to rule over our heads. "YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY NOT IN THE ARMS OF A MAN WHO KEEPS YOU WAITING BUT IN THE ARMS OF SOMEONE WHO WILL TAKE YOU NOWAND LOVE YOU FOREVER." If loving a person who is attached to someone else is
a crime, then maybe, many of us would have been jailed long before we realize what its consequences could have been.

Loving someone is never a sin. It is what people do out of love that sometimes makes it all wrong. The selfish desire
to want that person is what makes it a sin. "DON'T THINK ONLY OF YOUR FEELINGS FOR REAL LOVE DOESN'T
HAVE A PLACE FOR SELFISH PEOPLE. "When there is love, there is always sacrifice.

When we love someone, we never easily give up on that person. Even if we get hurt badly we always try to find a way to ease the
pain and learn to understand and forgive. Loving too much doesn't hurt. It is when we expect this love to be reciprocated that we begin to seek approval and acceptance of the things we have done and when we are taken for granted and rejected, we curse the very same love that we once freely and happily offered. "DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME WAITING FOR SOMEONE WHO NEVER REALLY CARED ABOUT HOW YOU WOULD HAVE FELT. OPEN YOUR HEART AGAIN AND GIVE YOUR SELF THE CHANCE
TO FIND THE MAN WHO WOULD MAKE LOVING WORTH THE PAIN AND THE SACRIFICE".

Just like anything else, our love grows weak and dies if not taken cared of. It can keep up with pain only to a certain extent.
Beyond that, it withers without any hope of recovery and soon dies. "GOD WAKES US UP IN THE MIDST OF A STORM TO TEACH US A LESSON. HE TAKES AWAY PEOPLE WE LOVE, SO WE CAN LEARN TO VALUE LOVE ITSELF. HE MAKES US CRY SO HARD SO WE CAN SEE CLEARLY WHEN WE OPEN OUR EYES. HE MAKES US BITTER SO WE CAN REALIZE THAT THERE IS NO GENUINE HAPPINESS IF WE THINK ONLY OF OUR NEEDS AND NOT OF OTHERS."
Relationships built on JEALOUSY and SELFISHNESS are doomed from the very beginning. The HARDEST PART of losing love is
LETTING GO and MOVING ON. Most of us cry endlessly over things that could have been but never will be.

"God allows us to EXPERIENCE PAIN to make us STRONGER and BETTER PERSONS. He will see us through the most trying and difficult times in our lives and only if we put our trust in Him can we learn to FIND JOY in our TEARS and HAPPINESS in our SORROWS." In many failed relationships, separation comes as the inevitable choice but moving on always proves to be twice as
difficult as letting go. Sometimes, the end of a relationship is imposed on us, but our choice to hold on is always beyond the
control of circumstance. Letting go is a DECISION that can never be dictated on us. It is a resolution we make to ourselves. Acceptance is the key to a new beginning and Time is the healer of all wounds. Even if the storm casts its fearful
shadow, there will always be light after our darkness and loneliest moments. There is always a hope for those who believe.
There is always a chance for those who try. "LOSING SOMEONE WE LOVE MAY NOT BE A LOSS AT ALL BUT A BLESSING BECAUSE SOMEONE EVEN MORE DESERVING IS YET TO COME."

There is nothing wrong in expressing our feelings to someone we love, but "WE MUST ALWAYS BE SENSITIVE TO THE SIGNALS THAT TELL US WHEN TO RATIONALIZE AND BE SENSIBLE. "There comes a time in our lives when we would fall for someone who wouldn't be as interested as we are because his attention is focused on someone else. There are MANY TIMES WHEN WE LOVE BUT
DON'T GET LOVED IN RETURN. "THERE ARE TIMES WHEN THE SIGN AHEAD SAYS STOP BUT WE STILL STUBBORNLY HEAD ON. "We
would say our love is unconditional. But if it really is, then we should never feel bad. But why do we get frustrated when love turns sour? Because we still subconsciously seek acceptance and assurance from the people we care about.

"BEING IN LOVE CAN BE THE MOST WONDERFUL THING WE COULD EXPERIENCE BUT IF THE FEELING BEGINS TO CONSUME OUR WHOLE BEINGS, THEN WE HAVE TO STOP AND LET OUR MINDS AND NOT OUR HEARTS DICTATE OUR ACTIONS. ONLY WHEN WE LEARN TO ACCEPT OUR FATE AND UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OF OUR FAILURES CAN WE TRULY GO ON WITH LIFE WITH OUT HAVING TO LOOK BACK AND CRY OVER THE THINGS THATCOULD HAVE BEEN BUT WILL NEVER BE....

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