Greeting everyone,

This is my first child, so I'm very excited. I don't know much about babies, how they work, or ANYTHING? This will be a great experience for me and my hubby.. I'm all about learning different things and challenges (since this will be a major one). I'm currently station in Bremerton, Wa and orginally from Augusta, GA. So, the fact that I'm over thousands miles away from family and my husband and I are both military, will be even more difficult for me....

Weeping may endure for a night,
But joy comes in the morning.
Psalm 30:5

My final thoughts:July 14 2008

well' time is drawing near.. My husband is back home, I have my mother in law and my brother in law here also.. I moved out the apartment into a bigger house and I'm finally finish with the nursery.. So I'm just waiting on him... I can't wait, Even though I don't want to be induce or anything that help me to have a quicker pregnancy.. I would much whether wait til my little man is good and ready to get out on his own.... At least in my belly' I am protecting him from any harm, which makes me happy.. Even though I am miserable most of the time.. my back is starting to kill me.. But it's all worth it at the end.. One of my friends asked me whether or not I was scared.. i said no, I'm just ready to get it over with.. I guess she was surprise because what you have to go through with labor.. but thinking back when my sister was pregnant, I asked her was she nervous, she said no.. I didn't get it til now.. you have nine months to mature mentally.. being pregnant is a very uncomfortable state.. My first trimester was the worst.. I whether go though the third trimester for the whole nine month months than start back to the first trimester.. Second trimester was great, People didn't notice I was pregnant til I was 6 months.. Even than people was scared to asked because they don't want to mistake it with fat.. Even though I'm nowhere near being fat.. My husband been gone for my 7th and 8th month.. it's been hard and depressing.. At least i got him for my final month and than some...Being pregnant also made me realise how much of a great man my husband is.. Since the first day I met him til now, he has change to a grown man.. I never been so proud of someone in my whole life.. Having someone proud of you is very meaningful.. I just hope we will be good parents to our baby.. I know it's not going to be easy, especially disapline.. but that's one thing I'm grateful of having while I was a kid, even though I didn't know it being that young.. I love both of my parents and I hope my son will love me the same... Being pregnant gives you more sense of possibility, like loving someone unconditionally that you've never met or be able to bring a precious life into this world.. You won't know the meaning of this until you're pregnant..

June 23,2008

I have one more week til my husband comes back from his two months deployment.. I miss him so so much.. Plus, I'm am cutting close to my due date.. I so anxiuos baout everything.. This is my first child, so i know it's normal to feel this way, I wonder if everything is going to be ok.. I'm nervous about labor. i don't know what to expect at all. i'm currently not takeing any classes.. I guess the navy don't really offer them to us. I'm just clueless about everything and really want to get it over with, so I won't worry anymore.. i guess i really need my husband..

June 12 2008

well, I'm at week 33 and feel totally different. I have become clausophobic.. Like I can't tak centering classes anymore because i can't deal with it.. I miss my husband so much... he is still on that two month deployment ... It's hard .. REALLY HARD without him.. AT least he will be here for the birth of our baby.. I can't wait to see him.. He will be here on june 30th, if things haven't change... Right now, I'm so anxious to see my baby boy..

May 16 2008

Today I'm 29 weeks pregnant and getting bigger and bigger.. My husband is still out to sea.. I miss him soo much.. My lil man is moving more but sometimes I can't feel him at all.. I know he's ok.. I'm suppose to count fetal movement and if he don't move 10 times in a hour, I have to call the doctor.. He just a quite baby, I don't think there's anything wrong with him, but if he gets to a point where he doesn't move all day, that's when I'm gonna call the doctor.. I have my appointment next week... I did an 3D ultrasound last week and the nurse said my pacenta was low.. Don't know what's that suppose to mean,, but I hope he's ok...

April 28, 2008

I am 26 weeks and 4 days... People are noticing I'm pregnant, finally... I am alittle over 160... I started off 140ish.. Pregnancy isn't my thing.. I'm ready to be done and start getting back in shape.. I hate feeling like doing nothing, being that I was active person all my life.

I'm having a boy... I get worried all the time.. He is so lay back.. There isn't a sorting time he moves the most or kick.. It could be anytime of the day.. Sometimes, I'm too busy to notice and I've gone a full day without feeling him..

My apetite hasn't really change.. I never had weird cravings.. I never woke up 1 in the morning and gotta have this food NOW!! (in which my husband is sooo grateful for....lol) Only thing I can say about my apetite, is I eat less... but I still eat no more than three times a day... It's weird because all my life my image of pregnant women was eating everything in the fridge.. I'm nothing like that, as of now.. My friends tell me, I gotta eat something or my husband ask me if I'm hungry every five minutes.. Even right after I finish eating, he ask me if I'm still hungry or am I full..lol.. it's ridiculous.. Half of the time, I'm thinking they are just being nice, but they never did this when I wasn't pregnant.. I have to get it through my husband had that pregnancy isn't an illness or cancer..

My husband is about to go on a two months deployment.. It hasn't hit me yet.. I'll try to stay strong and not weep over it..