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Currently I am to be 18w5d today, I had my second visit with my midwife yesterday and she couldn't find the baby' s heart beat. We did hear it on our first visit which was at 14w4d. She said it was a good strong beat 190 .I have to waite to hear from her today on going in for a u/s today to see what is happening in there. This will be my 10th pregnancy. I have had 9 misscarriages in the past and have been praying every day for this baby. All I can do is put it in Gods hands and just pray he will let me have this one.

Today is Sunday Sept.2. I had a us done on Friday and it was confermed that I was not going to have this one.As of right now I am considering having a partial hystorectomy . But I need to keep praying that the Lord will give me strength and that he will comfert me . As I have been taught that all things are for the good , even tho we can not see it as that.I do want to thank you ladys for you'r thoughts you all are in my prayers and I am sorry , this is to be a happy sight.Well I must go , I am up with my parents and should get going. May God continue to Bless you all.

August 2009

Well here I am again looking at 19w . This one is different, I am walking solely in faith , no doctors and no midwife. I know this one will make it. The day I found out I decsided to place this pregnancy in the Lords hands. I dedicated this pregnancy to our Lord and am leaving it up to him to do his will.