Hello! My name is Taylor. I am 19 years old and am hoping I am still pregnant! I had my first dr appointment on november 23..i was 9 weeks. They could not find a heart beat via vaginal u/s and the other u/s. I have read everywhere that 9 weeks is still to early to detect a heartbeat. My boyfriends mom did not see his brothers heart beat until she was 13 weeks. SO we are ALL praying that everything is going to be okay. I have tons of faith that everything is going to be ok! Me and my boyfriend are very excited about this baby. It was not planned...just a miracle sent from heaven and i hope it continues to grow into a healthy baby. I have another dr appointment on december 6th. I was never told what was going to happen at this appointment, but i will keep updating. FYI: i have not had any spotting or cramps. None what so ever. not even after my pap that i had to get. *So if you could please keep us in your prayers...that would be greatly appreciated, thanks*

-TAY

Well.....i am still feeling good! Breasts still hurt...still tired and moody and have a wierd appetite!!!!!!!!! My doctor appointment is tomorrow! at 10:20 AM minnesota time ha! i am SOOO nervous i can not handle it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have no idea what the doctor is planning on doing tomorrow. Hopefully looking for a heart beat again and hopefully this can be my christmas miracle and it will be there. I saw the baby and the sac on november 23rd when i was 9 weeks. they never said that it "hasnt grown" or didnt look right. they just said "no heart beat". so hopefully my baby is okay! I want to thank ALL of you for ALL of your prayers !!!!!!!!!! I kno they will help!!! I will let you all know tomorrow as soon as i can how the appointment turns out!! Hope for the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thanks again! and good luck to you all! :)

december 6th-

i had my appointment today....bad news....the baby stopped growing at 7 weeks and 3 days. i am having a D&C on monday. i am sooo disapointed. i cannot believe this is happening. this is the worst christmas ever. i did everything right!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have some friends who drank up until 5 months and smoke and everything is going to be alright with them. and i quit drinking way b4 i got pregnant. this is just not fair!!!!!!!!!!! anyways............my email address is crazi226@hotmail.com so if ne one wants to email me or nething feel free. i will probably not be visiting this site much ne more! good luck to all and have a good christmas!

-Taylor

december 8th-

Hey i Just want to thank everyone for your comments you all are making this a lot easier!!!!!!!!!!!

December 17th

Hey! well i havent been on this site for awhile! If anyone is actually reading this...the D&C went well. i didnt even have ne bad cramps or pains afterwards. i only bled for less than a week. SOO now i am just waiting for aunt flow!!

March 10th

Hey!! well it feels good to be back!! WELL...on valentines day i found out i was prego again!! i went to the dr when i was 6 weeks exactly and i got to see the heartbeat..which was 121 beats per minute! i go to the dr again on thursday the 13th! i am excited! I really like seeing the little guy on the monitor! it makes me sooo happy!!!! Thought i would update and let you all kno whats going on with me!!!! i only got one AF since my D&C so i got prego kinda fast lol. oh well! i wanted it!!!! Good luck to all! :)

march 25th

Hey! hope everyones easter was good!! mine was great! went to a buffet with a chocolate fountain!!! Mmmm!!!! Anyways...i am 9 weeks and 1 day and i feel HUGE!!!! you can definatly see a belly! i am excited tho! i go back to the Dr on thursday for another U/S! this will be my 4th one since i first found out i was prego!! seen the heartbear 2 times!!! best of luck to all!!! By the way...is anyone else looking huge right now only at 9 weeks??

-Tay

march 28th

Hey! Well my doctors appointment yesterday went very well!! i saw the little guy jumping around and kicking it was very hard to get a good pic and measurment because of all the jumping! lol! im loving it!! its sooo amazing how fast they grow!!!!!

-Tay

June 1st

Hey!! Well..haven't updated in awhile!!! everything has been going really great! Still not gaining any weight, but i am sure it will all come! and when it does i will be waiting for the weight to disapear!!! ha! anyways...i had a dr appointment on wednesday...the heartbeat was in the 150's and i measured 18 cm which put me at 18 weeks..right on schedule!!!!!!!! The big U/S for me is on june 27th! i cant wait any longer!!!!!!!!!!!! lets see..what else is new..my lease for my apartment is up at the end of july sooo me and my bf are starting to do a little house shopping! ha! i hope we can find something! by then i will be 6 months and will not be able to lift anything! and were on the 3rd floor! ugh! im soo not looking forward to move! Well....baby dust to all!

-Tay

well...i went to my june 27th app and i should have been 22 weeks. my baby only measured 16 weeks. i also had low amniotic fluid. i was then sent to a specialist 4 hours away and they took a look. everything appeared normal just that it was smaller then it was supposed to be. i had an amnio done and results came back negative..and also that it was a GIRL. i went to my next app on july 11th. i had an u/s and my little girl had passed away. i was also diagnosed with a blood clotting disorder and that was the likely cause of her death. i do have to give myself shots of blood thinner now for awhile n the next time i get prego i have to start givin them to myself right away. i was induced on friday around noon. i delivered her saturday july 12th at 6:30 am. she was 6 ounces and 8 1/2 inches long. she was still the most beautiful thing i have ever seen. it was also the hardest and most painful thing that i have ever had to go thru. i couldnt even get an epidural because after everything started happening it happened so fast that it was to late to get one. i did get her foot prints and hand prints and also little molds of her feet and hands. so precious. she is gettin cremated today n i cant wait to be with her again. i get to pick her up tomorrow. i am so sad words cant even explain how i feel. this is my second baby that i have lost in less than a year.