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She is a girl!! JAYLA SANAA RHODES

I went to the doctor today and the doc sceduled my c-section for Sep. 18. Seems so far away. I have nothing set up or a name for her.I want to name her when I see her and since we have so many J names as my kids and newphews I decided to go with any name that floats my boat.Lots of baby dust.

Hello ladies we are almost there: well I am. These eight weeks are going to go by so fast I have three more weeks in school.I cant wait to see my little girl Im so excited to bring the new addition to the family. I still dont know what I want to name her. I want her name to mean something and be pretty at the same time .Does that make sense? I love my new apartment I have a peace about my self now. Well I went to the doc to day and she said i gained nine pounds in two weeks and I need to slow down. I told her I eat more now because I be hunger. I always snap back. And she said well im the one that have to do your c section. And then we all laughed and I told htem have a good day. I am 175 now and with my boys I reached 210 Im normally 135 and once again I snap back. She is trippen. Other than alot of pressure on my pelvis and my legs are swellng up everything is kewl. Lots of Baby Dust to All.:)072408

Guess what ladies my husband has another woman pregnant .Im only hurt because Life is to short and he could have gave me something like HIV or something.So I feel quiet blessed that a baby came out the ordeal instead of a desiese. Im so hurt :( I talked to the girlfriend of six months remember I gave a couple of updates and said he didint no were his money was going and he wasnt coming home at three in morning. Well he was with her it hurt yall you know I was already over him but to find out stuff like this while im carring his child and have two of his kids already this sh** hurts I just needed to tell someone I have an appt wed and I went to hospitol sun morning. M neck, ear, andthroat was hurting.really bad . The mean doc seen me for 45 sec flat and said I have an abcest in mouth thats y every thing hurts so they gave me 2 peniclin shots and some pen pills to take 4 a day and told me to go to the denist to get it taken care of all this with no pain meds.So I went and got some tylenol pm to ease the pain 061608

26w 4d I arrived at the medicad office at 730am keep in mind they dont open till 8am and was out by by 11: 15 not bad at all considering I GOT APROVED YEAH so exciting bad news is which isnt that bad is that my kids got denied not bad bc the 100 dollars I getadded to childsupport would have been paid to medicad every month to pay them back so the lady sent the kids stuff to CHIP and thats what I really wanted for them I m sure Ill pay like 50 dollars every six months or so. So I should know something about that in a couple of weeks. I made an app for the 18th so i should be right on track with all my testing thats exciting news for me. My baby is so low I guess because i have two boys and always carried them low. Next week Ill be in my third trimester I so excited. I went to the store this morning b4 I arrived at work to get something to eat for after work(car less till sun) and I seen maternity shirts for 3 dollars each needless to say I bought two. First time ever to buy maternity clothes with this pregnacy. I sure did need to I was running out of things to wear to work. I have begun to start to get excited about my new addition to the family Im sure we will be happy. Baby dust to all 061408

Well today I am 26 weeks by sono and 24 weeks by last cycle which one do I belive 26 ofcourse makes the time go by faster. We will see at the end. Jala has been movin alot feels zooweird(can u tell i have been wathin lion king alot)I have no cravings I really just eat at work when I get home i really dont be hungry or dont know what to eat b/c I dont have an appitite(sp). My sister is having a healthy boy she is so excited I am happy for her. That makes five (5) boys and (1) girl for my mother grandchildren. My mom has four(4) girls. Unsure if the number will go up or not two of us is done having kids one is waiting at least five years and the other is a cop and unmarried so I really dont think she will have any soon . Untill she gets married to her soul mate which she is currently dating. Im so happy for her Love is a beutiful feeling. I really dont have any updates on the baby b/c I had to cancel my last appointment they wanted $365. which I didnt have so yes Jala will be my mircle baby with no prenatal care and unsure were I will have her. Sad isnt it. My insurance sucks.Im off fri so I will go ahead and see if i can get medicaid.This is my life single with two kids going on three. Baby dust to all 060908

She just called I got the apartment.Thank You Jesus 052308

Hi ladies I had a sono yesterday and of course I am measuring at 23w 5days today And she weighs 1lb and 7oz. My doctor has me at 21w5days and wont change my due date,traveling back in time. Ive come to term with it. Im on pins a needles right now waiting on the apt lady to get back at me so I can move in this weekend.I just got off the phone with her and she is talking to her manager. Im asking GOD to intervene and make it happen Please. Ive also come to the reality that I cant go to school this may my car broke I need to get my kids from school.So if my dad came on with the come on with this car he is fixing for me and I had a reliable person to get my kids from school and feed them dinner. I could do it. All I wanted to do is take one class each may and one class in july. These four months need to come on wit it, I dont like being pregnant. Only because every time I get pregnant by this man its the most miserable time in my life if its no were to live ,no car, no somethin. He drains me every time and to no avail he leaves or have very little vvvvvvvveeerrryyyyyyyyy little intrest in me . Dont ask if I need anything no backrubs no nothing being pregnant s/b a beutiful experience. Well I have got alot off my chest and now I will stop giving him the satisfaction that he has hurt me. Im a strong woman and I will continure to be that way If you pray please keep me and my kids in ur prayer thanks from the bottom of my heart.052308

Im taking another huge step today. I asked God to give me a sign about my marriage and he did just that. I told my husband I dont know what you are going to do but im getting a apartment for me and the kids and his grand response was "OK" That was my sign. So I applied for an apartment this morning I hope a miracle can happen.I dont feel sad we just got back togeather in dec i got preg in jan and we didnt like each other in the first place so I just hate I got tricked once again and that my youngest son will miss waking up to is daddy ( daddy boy) my oldest son is not trippen(mommy boy) I just try to explain to him that mommy and daddy wont be living in the same house but he can see him whenever u want. So sad kids parents cant get along or love each other not only for them selves but for there children. In my case hes ok with the kids ok meaning spending time with them taking them outside and paying childsupport. So I clean, cook, take kids baths, get them ready by them clothes u know motherly duties while I work full time . His duties was work spend money dont know were he spent the money(tricking) sitting on the couch, and staying out till three in morning with so called home boys and to top it all off dont pay any bills. Interesting well yes I beilieve kids should llive with both parents but enough is enough.Bad exsample for kids I dont want to raise them like that and on top of that im having a little girl very very bad exsample. NEVER TAKE CARE OF A MAN. Other than that having a very good week ohh well I went urgent care last night very bad ear ache. The doc ended up giving me amoxcillion, ear drops and hydro for the pain I really needed it Im unsure if I can take though but he new I was pregnant im about to call ob to confirm .Nice getting everything off my chest . Lots of baby dust to all.052008

I went to the doctor today, my first real app so I get my pap and cultures and all this was done like I was getting an oil change. Quick and to the point not to pissed off about that b/c what else would u expect but she was very impersonal keep in mind that she delivered my my first two children. No congradulations just r u getting ur tubes tied this time? All my kids have the same father so its not like im having unprotected sex with Tom Dick or Harry. Not to metion im legally married so whats ur problem lady. The icing on the cake is that she pushed my due day back toSep 29 19 w 5d and ive been thinkin for instance that I am 21w5d so yeah Im traveling back in time here. I did my quad today and she set me up for sono next thur.I ll get over it soon im sure. Have a great day Lots of Baby Dust :)051208