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The Little One at 2007-11-20

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I find myself coming here just to look at the time clock of the fetus. The denial stage is still there, I still don't think that I am but my cravings,sudden need to run to the restroom to vomit or takeing naps tell me other wise. I offical wont know anything until Oct 23rd for the offical word. I think I will cry because I can, but for most reason because is that the denail stage will be out of reach.

A bit about us!! My husband and I have been married for 4 years, We've meet in Junior High and grown up since. Nothing came of the relationship until college were we've met right out side of the lunch room. We've dated for two years and then made the ultimate decision to get married. We were engaged for another 2 years because we didn't know what kind of a wedding we wanted and we were not in a rush. So Vegas here we came. Got married on Oct 4 2004 and had a blast. His family came, mine was on vacation so they were ok with it. 3 months later we had the reception at a bed and breakfest and it was beautiful.

We decied to work slowly on trying to get pregnant, but there were issues that stood in our way. My health for one and home life was a bit rough. Trying to find a great job that paid well and one for him that wouldn't take him away from me. Well life changes so fast, about a year ago we got invited to move out of our state and start a new life. So we've moved to Northern California were I found a great job (stressful) And my husband found college in San Fransico were he is getting his BS in animation, He wants to work with Bungie,SONY,Pixar, Dreamworks to name a few.

Well it's been almost 2 years out here and things seems to be picking up for us. Now that we have to prepare for the little one we just can't be anymore excited.

So there you have it. My biography. Things aren't as always what I want them to be but I never regret a moment in my life with my husband. He is so excited, and so happy I've never seen him this happy.(yes I have but..) I am really excited to let him get up at night and go get me food hehehehehe.

OCT 23rd, 2007

I went to the doctors this morning, I was so nervous, I couldn't talk to my husband or even hold his hand. I was getting myself set of the impossible. Well they called us back took some bp test, did a complete exam, and talk to me before the offical sonograme. Once that was all done, The doctor came in and discussed everything to me. Then all the sudden the wiped out the thing (I don't know what it called) and showed me my oviaries and my utures. Then I see this what seems like a water hose under water that looks like a heart beat. I screamed out "that the heart beat isn't it?!!" and she said 'yes and a strong one." My husband grab my hand and said "Look what I did' with a grin. I started to cry because I have been dening this all this time. I left a bit shocked and my husband was all grin. So now it's offical we are preggers and I don't think we couldn't be anymore excited about it.

I will update you all at each apts. Sorry for this taking longer to post. I have been very busy.

November 3 2007

I have been having these pains in my stomache and my stomache is hard. I feel really unconfortable and I had to call in sick the last 2 days. These pains are so unbareable. I am trying to see if I am just all cramp up or gasy.

I've been thinking of how to raise this child. I am a bit worried because of my parents didn't do to well and I want to make sure they are going to grow up with a dad and a mom who really cares for them.

I have been haveing these strange feeling (at only 9 weeks) that I am going to have a girl. I don't know why but I may be secertly hopeing, but really I don't care. I am planning on not knowing the gender of the baby until birth. I really want to be surprise. If for some reason I find out I am not telling anyone. hehehe well maybe. We'll see.

well this was just a few things I wanted to type down.

Monday, 12 Nov

November 11, 2007
Well today has been ok. My stomache has been getting tighter and hurts at times. I am getting more tired durning the days. For some crazy thing I had to deep clean my room I just couldn't stand it. I also got this really cool air puifier that makes my room smell clean and takes all the dust and what not away. Which will be nice for when the baby is coming.
I have a funny feeling that this little pure bliss is gonna be a girl. I am kinda hopeing because there are so many cute baby girl clothes out there. AND you can dress them up in bows and dresses....
We'll see when they are born.

Saturday, 17 Nov

I have been sick for the last week. I've had a head cold and lost my voice. I am soo tired. I still haven't been able to sleep. I do nap when I possible can but still. Next week I am going to apt for genicits test done recommened by my ob doc. Then following the next tues I have an apt with my OB to see how's everything is going. My huband wont let me sleep on my stomache I am only 11 weeks and I am sure that it's ok....I think. So far things are going smooth other then me being sick. I haven't had bad morning sickness. But I feel lazy. I've notice when I eat I am getting more food then normal. I also have these feelings or maybe they are just worries worts feeling that I am turly not preggers. Only because I don't feel any 'different'. Maybe going to the next two apts will reensure my thoughts. I really hope things will be alright and that there isn't going to be any problems.

Wednesday, 21 Nov

Well today we went to get the 'first screen' test done today. We got to hear the heart beat 165 fhb and they said that it sounded strong and normal. I was in tears, I wasn't balling but suppose it's tears of joy. I love the side view of the picture. How it outlines the face. I already feel in love with it's nose. You can somewhat see the hands near it's mouth. In January we'll get to see it's hand and feets. The little tiger was being diffcult too... every time she needed a 'pose' the kid decieded to move. I was shocked. Surprised that I couldn't feel all that movement yet. It litterly was like throwing a fit. Oh lord I hope it's not gonna take after me. hehe. But please look at the progress we've made. Only 4 weeks ago we couldn't even see the face. I am getting more excited about this. So far this human being inside of me is perfect. I love it.

Sunday, 2 Dec

Well I had my OB appt this last Tues, my frist screen test came back negitive which is good, I know so far that my baby is growing healthy. No tris 18 or down syndrome. So far so good. The week of my 12 weeks I've felt like my stomache is hurting like I've ate something and it's not agreeing with me. It's very sensitive to even touch it. My dr did say that I still have an infection that is sometimes when pregnant it is hard to get rid of. So she gave me some more priscription. So far I feel fine other then feeling sad and angry at times. I really hope that this will go away sometime soom.

Tuesday, 18 Dec

I just added some of the new baby items that we've been 'collecting' They are all so cute and I am very excited to get the little one in all of them. Believe me I will make that happen!!! I am 15 weeks and 3 days. This has gone really fast. I have been having stomache pains and soreness. I also been let go of my job, but I just couldn't be more exicted about being home and being able to relaxe during this pregnancy. I am very lucky to have family and a Husband to relie on and count on. I am truly blessed (even if they don't think I am happy. I am really. HAPPY)

Monday, 24 Dec

I am in total bliss, I got laid off my job on the 17th and I am just so happie. I feel so much better and alot happier then I have been in a long while. My unborn is possible happy too. We are going to have Christmas Eve dinner tonight, because a few of our family are going to be gone, my brother is working today and tomorrow and my nephew and his girlfriend are going back home for their holiday. So it will be nice and quite. I think we are done with the shopping. Well sort of. Starting in January we are going to start buying baby items. I am getting very excited for that. Makes things more realistic I think. There are a few pictures added of my belly at 16 weeks. I hope you like them I think I am showing to much OR I have gained some poundeage.Everyone Happy Holidays.

Thursday, 27 Dec

Saturday, 5 Jan

Well I thought I would bring a small update with what is going on.My insurance with my old job experied. So I got on with another insurance. I have to take alot of these test since my last doctor didn `t. They want to make sure that I am doing good and that the baby is doing fine. I went yesterday to have a series of blood drawn and that marvolous glucouse drink... mine tasted like orange soda but only falt. It really wasn `t all that bad as I originaly thought it would be and from what alot of people said about them. It was indeed sugary, but non the less I got it all done. Now I go in on Monday for the new Dr. to have a lookie at me. I am hoping to go to another Dr. Since I was refered by my orginal dr. I will have to wait and see. I am also hopeing that I can get an U/S this month to determine the gender and see the lil one. I have been feeling `different `. I `ve felt these weird gas like taps, and just a bit ago I felt like this `twich ` like the kind you get when you have a muscel spasim.. felt way weird. I am hoping to assure myself of the true feeling of the baby movements. I am deff looking forward to them.

Monday, 7 Jan

I `ve been feeling you!!!!

Tuesday, 29 Jan

OMGosh!! I haven’t updated in a long while.Well here are a few things that are about to happened. One we are going to find out what we are having at the end of this week. My husband is very excited and cannot wait to finally call the baby by its real name. We have picked out names long time ago and they are still our favorite. For a girl, which is what I think it is only by my gut, her name will be Miakayla Jordan-Sue LeMaster. You pronounce it like Me-Kay-la. I want to call her Mia which means ‘mine’ and her full name means ‘like god’. If we have a boy, which we haven’t even considered about, his name will be MasonMax Terry Hollister-LeMaster. Where I got Mason from was when I was working at a school for gifted children, There was this boy, beautiful, cream skin, blue eyes, red hair, sweet smile. He was handsome. I came home and said to my husband I found a name for our boy if we ever thought about kids. I told him and he loved it. So we’ve had names picked out for a long time.As for the growing belly, I feel like I am getting bigger. I’ve noticed that it’s getting harder to get out of bed, chair and whatever seems to be slowing me down. I have been feeling the baby move a lot lately. It really nice to feel it kick and do flips. But holy cow!!! So many?!? It almost feels unsureal to me. The baby has been able to give a good kick every now and then. I also, haven’t been able to sleep that well lately. I’ll sleep on one side like forever then I have to get up and go potty. On the other side and repeat only after a few hours. I feel like I can’t get enough water, I am constantly getting a huge glass of water and only drink like 5-10 more cups. These cups are really big too. I’ve got to clean out my closet to put the baby clothes in, look like a Cingular commercials really funny. I think this weekend I am going to put things up on the wall. And, take my other stuff down. I really want to go out and by more things; I am just going to have to wait until Friday.So far that is the update. On Friday I will post the gender for all to see.Thanks for reading.

Friday, 1 Feb

Well it is official! We found out this morning. The Technician double confirmed it he said that he is 97% sure that it’s a little guy. I had to make him check twice because I did not believe him; He pointed to me and shows me all the goodies. Derrick was so excited he was jumping and clapping his hands. So after we left, I was overwhelm and started to cry. Derrick asked me what was wrong and I said “I was happy” and then I said “I have to return some pink girl stuff”. I honestly thought I was going to have a girl; I only got a few things that were girly. That I am going to return. Then we went to T.J Max’s and went to look at boy clothes. I started to cry again only because I couldn’t pick out a pretty dress. I am ok with it being a boy. I am just shocked!!! Derrick and I came home around 11-ish and got everyone gathered up and show them the outfit that the new baby will be wearing. They were all excited, Jean yelps and hollered and clapped her hands. Some tears look like they were about to roll out of her eyes. And Terry, Well he was all grins. Shylo and Chalise were happy and I do believe Shylo is even more excited that we’re having a boy so that our kid and can his play. Oh, also our due date may be in May near the end of May, He said between the 28th of May tothe first week of June. So EVERYONE we are expecting a little tiger name MasonMax Terry LeMaster.

Saturday, 9 Feb

Well the lil baby boy was kicking me so much last night, really hard. I put my hands on my belly and I could feel them. So I went to Derrick the daddy, and said `maybe you can feel him now, He `s kicking really hard `So we laid down and I could feel him doing cartwheels, all the sudden I feel him kick and then again, and so I grab my husband hand and said `here ` and then `do you feel it? ` Yes, he did. He had a smile on his face, it was so fun. Lil Mason was just punching a bag in there, So active. A new feeling to add to my memory, it `s so weird to know I have something growing inside of me. I am very happy.

Thursday, 14 Feb

Happy Valentines to all mommies!I have been feeling bloated like no other, on top of that gassy. I have been feeling baby Mason move like he `s playing tennis, it `s so fun to see my belly poke out and then suddenly pop back. I have also been `keeping an eye ` on my belly button. I don `t know about you guys, but this is really weird and it `s freaky! I can see my scar from when I was `detached ` from my mothers womb. WOW. I am feeling alright, starting to feel and to fall in love with what is inside of me. I `ve also notice that I `ve been getting emotional more. I am near end of the 2nd tri. I have a little over 3 1/2 months to go. So some things are a bit scary at this point for me. We made an apt to do a tour at the hospital that we `ve chosen in the begining. I am getting excited about that. I just know I am getting nervous and ancixous and all giddy about this. I do believe we are going major shopping next weekend or the weekend after that. We are buying his crib, clothes, and much needed items that we have been lacking on, like diapers.Well that is it for now.EVERYONE Happy V-Day!!!

Thursday, 21 Feb

I am ending my 2nd trimester really soon.. eh hem next week. I have been getting these hot flashes like crazy. It is nice and cool out. I am freezing everyone here in my house. Is this commen? Should I mention this to my doctor? I `ve notice also that I am seeing stars as I sit down to relaxe... I know something isn `t right with my blood pressure. I have a dr apt next week. Should I go in sooner then that? PLEASE HELP!

Sunday, 24 Feb

So we got our taxes back yesterday and I told my husband that once we get that, were going mega baby shopping. And we did. We got alot of baby clothes, crib, changing table, diapers, cleaning supplies ect...It was alot of fun spending the day with the honey. I was tired once we were all done. So now things are starting to feel sureal here, I mean it is feeling more like real life. I am getting bigger, harder to breath and qicker to fall tired and harder to fall asleep. But the thing is that this was a great thing that we did. Almost spent over 2,000 on Friday. My bank called me to find out why someone was spending money.. lol I told them I was expecting and that was why. I posted the pictures hope you all liked them.

Friday, 29 Feb

I had just reliazed that yesterday was my 100th day of being preggers. I am now working my way down the ladder here. I am starting to feel more pregnant everyday. I am getting to the point where I need to take a hour or so nap. I also been noticing some pregnancy realted ailments. I have a pregnancy rash that will go away once I give birth. Speaking of which I have been concerned about. I am feeling more nervous and anxicous about the whole process. My husband has been doing really well. He been `showing ` me how big I `ve been getting. But he is so excited about it, maybe more then me? I took a bath a few nights ago and saw lil Mason move, I saw that he was laying sideways and then moved vertical. It was so weird and amazing. At first I thought how gross. But weird at the same time. Now it `s feeling more real every day and now that I am under 100 days to go time is just going by realy fast.

Wednesday, 5 Mar

So many things has happened within the last few days. One is that we `re moving back to Salt Lake City, Ut Where we are from. I got my old job back at the Tooth Dr. Which I love that job alot. I start on the 17th (St. Patrick `s Day) I can `t wait. I will be flying home on the 16th of March. Then on the 28th of March my loyal companion will join me at my hips and move there too! We have alot of packing and alot of stuff to do before we move. I for one, get so tired so easily anymore. But I try to pack one box a day. Heheh, I can `t wait. I go to the Dr, tomorrow because they canceled on me today, them punks. But tomorrow I will see a dr. I can `t wait for that. I need a few things before I fly home. WHEW just thinking about it makes me sleepy. Well I will post with more updates when I know of some.

Saturday, 8 Mar

Feel more pregnant then ever! Ok, so we found out that we `re having a boy on Feb 1st, went out and got baby stuff at the end of the month. NOW we `re moving back to Salt Lake City, Utah. I got a job back at my old dentist office. I am really excited. I have been backing and getting things ready for the move. Going to the Dr to simi cure an infection, wont go away until lil Mason is born And it itches like no other. LUCKY me. It `s getting harder and harder to `roll ` out of bed. We `ve swap sides thinking that the left side is easier to get up. hahahh. WRONG. I `ve been having these `braxton hicks ` for a week now and I have been passing out more often. The last few days, I `ve just ran to bed and lye down to rest and pow I am out like a light bulb. Some of the neasuea is coming back. I tried to eat nacho `s just a few minutes ago and my stomache couldn `t handle it. I did however, have the best thing that a prego lady wants.. PICKLES 3 very big and juicy ones. ummmm PICKLES. Those were the ones I craved in the first 3 months of being pregnant. Only with ranch and those who know me knows I hate ranch. I still can `t stand red sauce. Hambuger is really hard for me to eat as well any more. The smell is almost toxic. Let `s not forget that I can `t bend over to pick something up off the floor let a lone try to whipe my a$$! I have been feeling Mason move alot more now a days. He sleeps all day, wakes me up around 9 to go eat something, and around 10pm to get a snack or after I get out of a nice warm bath, he `s up kicking and doing flips. Time is getting closer and closer to my due date. I am officaly in my 3 trimester and looking forward to a big ending. MASON. I just wanted to vent and share my thoughts to all who cares. We `ll see you in UTAH!

Friday, 21 Mar

So much has happened since last. So where should I start? Aw! Ok I moved back home to Salt Lake City, Utah. I started my job back at my old dentist office doing the same old thing. But I get paid 2 Dollars more then when I was first there. I suppose that isn `t a bad deal. My husband will soon be joining me in our quest of a new start here at home in Utah. We are going to be moving into an apt or house after the baby is born. We thought that it would be better if we wait, that way I can save enough money and Derrick can too! At lease that is what I am hoping for. I will be going back to work after he is born so that my husband can finish college, He only has 2 years left and really that goes by real fast. We want to go on a crusie after he is done. I think it will be just us only though. We `ll see when that happens. I am heading into 29 weeks of pregnancy and boy I can say I feel so pregnant it `s almost annoying. I can `t wait till he `s out and I can play with him and glare at him. Well I hope you all have a great time reading all my `journal entries ` as I do writing them. Hope to hear from any of you soon.