Hi Everyone,

Well Cameron and I were not planning on having anymore kids as you read below, but we had an oopsie and I got pregnant from one condom breaking. I took 12 HPT's and all came back positive. It was a crazy roller coaster ride. I was finally so EXCITED to be pregnant again, and hoping for Cam's boy... but a few days after I got my first positive test, I miscarried. I started bleeding, just a little bit. I thought I wsa safe because it stopped the same day, then came back. I was keeping hope alive that it didnt turn bright red... but it did. I bled a regualr very heavy period and am still spotting. I cried for 4 days straight and I cannot imagine going through this ever ever again. I want my baby back, and I am completley devestated that this had to happen. We have not decided to actually try for another baby but its up in the air. I would like one, Cam doesn't know yet. I guess we will see!

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I am 26 years old and a mommy to 4 wonderful kids ages 8.5 yrs (Brittany), 7 years (Raymond) (they are 16 months apart) and 28 months (Sophie) and 11 months (Chloe) (they also are 16 months apart). I have been a part of this site for a while now and I love it and have met a lot of wonderful ladies and new friends.

We have made the final decision that we are NOT having anymore babies. It makes me a little bit sad that hubby didn't get his boy but he is very very adamant that he wants no more. And honestly I am okay with that! my body has had it and Im finally getting into shape! I think it is wise that despite the desire to have a boy together we know that 5 kids would be a lot, and we are a lot smarter to know when financially we want to be able to give our kids everything and stopping at 4 will allow us to do just that! If we went on to have more it would be more for selfish self pleasing reasons rather than logical sensible ones.

Hope all you TTC ladies and new mommies and whoever else have happy healthy wonderful babies!! Enjoy this site, it is a life saver! I will never ever forget my journey's on here.

This is my Cameron with Brittany (when she was 5), Raymond (when he was 4) and Sophie when she was first born in the hospital!