Hello I'm a first time mom scared out my mind not knowing what to expect with a new baby on the way. I been with my boyfriend for 7 years now. He's my high school sweet heart and the love of my life, NO we are not married but we might as well be. I don't know what we are waiting for but right now I'm more focus on my Baby girl thats on the way. We are so excited. I never thought I would have a baby, but look at me now and I wouldnt change it for the world. I know its going to be tough and times may get had at sometimes but I am determined to be a good mother no matter what. I cant wait for my daughter to get here (that sounds funny)

7/13/08

I've been trying to prepare my 1 bedroom apartment for the baby thats on the way. Between me & my boyfriend we have so much stuff. We thought about moving but right now wouldnt be a good time because of my pregnancy and my boyfriends new job. We figured it wouldnt be so bad waiting another year to move, Untill I start moving things around and throwing things away that I didnt need. and even doing all that still dont know WHERE THE HELL I'M I GOING TO PUT A BABY. We just have so much stuff and not enough room. I've put things away in storage give clothes away and everything. It doesnt feel like I'm getting no where. My grandma and sisters came over to help me out a little and I guess it help but it still seems like I'm getting no where. We need more room but I guess I have to work with what I got. I'm thinking about making the closet the babies room I know it sounds crazy but my girlfriend stays in the same apartments as I do and she made it work. The crib, the dresser, and the changing table is all in the closet (Its a big closet) she made it work it looks like a nursey Its so cute but my problem is its two of us and one of her so she had room to put her clothes in other places we dont we use all the space that we have. I don't know what to do I'm so stress out. As far as my boyfriend he dosent have a care in the world. He always say dont worry about it we will figure it out. The baby will be here and he still will be saying "Dont worry we will figure it out" so you see the kind of help I'm getting. I'll be 6 months next week I have no time to waste.