*The two of us..
Yep, thats when my life really started..I raised my son all by myself since the age of 20. Sometimes it was hard but most of the time it was fun. We been through a lot of stuffs me and him alone and even though he was a little boy it was easier dealing with everything with him by my side. Having my son made me realized how strong i am so i decided to give him the best mommy he could have. I went to college and got an associate's degree, got the apartment of my dreams where we currently live and i've been doing all i can to help him with his speech delay. He's doing much better now thank God. His father who didnt want to be in his life at the beggining came around and is now there for him which makes my life much easier.

*Falling in love with my Angel..
I met my boyfriend on November of 2006. I went to a club with some girlfriends but since that place was too crowded we went to another club (called the Copacabana). I was having so much fun dancing by myself when this guy with dreadlocks(at the time) started dancing with me without asking me first. We just clicked. He was the perfect gentleman, bought me drinks, was really polite and never left my side. At the end of the night he told me he forgot my name..lol (not a good sign) but i didnt care. My girlfriends wanted me to ditch him but since i always follow my heart, not other peoples opinions i didnt. We exchanged numbers and called each other everyday. A week after he met my son, 2 weeks after that he had met much of my friends and some cousins and we spent christmas eve with my whole family including my mom. On new years eve he told me he wanted to be serious with me and that i was the woman for him, not long after that i met his whole family and 8 months later he told me he loved me for the first time. He's great to my son who always says he has 2 daddys now. Not only he buy him stuffs and help him with his homework but he shows him a lot of affection and that's whats important for me. It's been over 2 years now since our relationship started and i can say it is stronger than ever and the love keeps growing.

*Bad times but God always has a purpose at the end..
I was pregnant on July of 2007. We were kind of excited but we knew something was wrong since i was spotting red blood. I went to the hospital and for 2 weeks theymonitored my hcg levels and found out it was ectopic and that it needed to be terminated asap. I was devastated, crying all the time and picking up fights with my boyfriend for nothing. People were so cruel to me telling me that it wasnt even a baby yet since i was like 6 or 7 weeks and that it wasnt a big deal. Well, that was my baby and i still think about it from time to time. They gave me an injection to terminate that pregnancy cause it was putting my life in danger. The day the injection made effect i was graduating from college but i went up there and got my diploma with a big smile on my face. That night my boyfriend took me to a restaurant to celebrate but we had to leave early since i started cramping and bleeding a lot. I went straight home and had to deal with depression for a few months.

We decided to start trying again on February of 2008 but nothing happened. One night on April i found out i was ovulating cause i was feeling some pain in my ovaries so i told my boyfriend lets do it now!! we did it twice that night and again the morning after. On May, the day before mother's day i was waiting for my period to come but instead my boobs started hurting me and that never happen to me before my period so i took a test and positive! The morning after (mother's day) i woke up with a spot of blood on my underwear, that was the worse mother's day of my life. 2 days after i went to the doctor and everybody was sure the same thing was happening again (ectopic). They started monitoring my hcg levels again and instead of growing double every 48 hours they were going triple. I stopped bledding after 8 days and they sent me for a sonogram which showed the baby was inside the uterus..thank God! My pregnancy was real good. I didnt have much morning sickness, same thing happened when i was pregnant with my son, dont have any stretch marks (my mom is the same and she had 2 kids), I'd always eaten like a man and i ate much more with this pregnancy which made me gain 25 pounds. I've always weight 98lbs and the doctor said that was healthy for me.

*It keeps getting serious..
On december 12 2008, the day before my birthday my boyfriend proposed to me. Im not planning the wedding yet, we might start planing in a couple more years. Im not really into big weddings so it might be at city hall and then a small reception or just a small wedding. If i spend a lot of money on something it will be a big house for me and my family, but yeah im really excited about this commitment to each other, i love my beautiful ring and i love my fiancee.

*Leilani is here!!!!
On January 13, 2009 at 6:24PM my baby girl came to this world via emergency c-section. She weighted 6lbs, 1oz and was 20 inches long. She was born with a lot of hair and looking just like her daddy. She's just so beautiful and I cant believe she fits soo nicely in my heart, shes right there next to my son.