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	Age: 22 Country: US Province/region: - City: - Partner: West Children: Pregnant: Yes Due date: 30 Jun ,2008 Occupation: Sudent
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When I found out that I was pregnant, I was scared, but happy. I believe that God will not give me more than I can handle and this pregnancy occurred for a reason. Despite all of the ups and downs that I have encountered in the last few months, I know that I must remain strong for my child.

My parents are now dealing with the fact that I am pregnant. I really would not have bothered me none if they did not considering I have been supporting myself for almost 3 years and I am about to graduate from college in April.

My baby's father is there, but not there. I know for sure that he will be there for his child though because he is not that type of person to leave what he helped create stranded. I need to do what I need to do to insure that me and my baby have a bright future. It is one of those relationships where we love each other, but it won't work--so I have to get over it, which is easier said than done. I don't think that I would have to play the single parent role, but time will tell.

i really want to have a little boy, but I will be happy with either and I pray for a healthy child.
Weeks 6 - 9 were filled with morning sickness. I could not eat anything and those who were around me could not understand why i was not eating...DUH because it makes me sick. I went from 155 lbs to 146 lbs. I am now (January 6) at 152 pounds after staying at a steady weight of 150 lbs for 6 weeks. I'm finally looking pregnant and so happy that the morning sickness is gone. My next doctor's appointment is next Monday (january 14) and at that time I will be 16 weeks. Hopefully the doctor will be able to tell me the sex of my child.

Knowing that someone is growing in my stomach is crazy. Everyday i feel changes and there are so many things that I need to do before my due date pops up. This is already going by so fast it is amazing. I am excited everytime I go to the doctor because I am able to hear my baby's heart beat. Sometimes i don't know how to feel--I see my body changing and I see how my body is no longer mine. I eat all the time because I am hungry. I am so anxious to see my baby and hold him/her.

Pregnancy Survey
About You
Name?:	Samantha
Age?:	21
Height?:	5'3
Pre-pregnancy weight?:	148
About The Father
Name?:	West
Age?:	23
Height?:	5'8
Are you still together?:	No--but making it work for the baby
About Your Pregnancy
Is this your first pregnancy?:	Yes
When did you find out you were pregnant?:	In November, 2007
Was it planned?:	No
What was your first reaction?:	Scared
Who was with you when you found out?:	No one
Who was the first person you told?:	Clara (my sis) - then immediately called West
How did your parents react?:	Mother was upset, she felt like I had a lot more life to live before I became a mother and Father upset, but got over it and said it was my life
How far along are you?:	16 weeks
What was your first symptom?:	tired and no period
What is your due date?:	June 30, 2008
Do you know the sex of the baby?:	No....hope to find out January 14th
If so, what is it?:	idk
Have you picked out names?:	yes
If so, what are they?:	Kennedy _______ (girl) and after the father if Boy
How much weight have you gained?:	3 lbs
Do you have stretch marks?:	no
Have you felt the baby move?:	yes, i think
Have you heard the heartbeat?:	Yes
About the birth
Will you keep the baby?:	OF COURSE
Home or hospital birth?:	Hospital
Natural or medicated birth?:	Natural (we will see)
Who will be in the delivery room with you?:	West, My mom, His mom
Will you breastfeed?:	Yes
Do you think you'll need a c-section?:	No
Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time?:	I think so I have been very emotional and just to know that God has blessed me with this little miracle and he/she will finally be in my arms will be amazing
What's the first thing you might say to him/her?:	Finally you are here we have all been waiting for you and mommy loves you.
Would you let someone videotape the birth?:	Yes
Are you excited about the birth, or scared?:	Excited and scared, but more excited about the miracle of this life.

Cravings so far:: Sandwiches, gravy and rice, chocolate, juice
Things that make you sick:: musty people, ranch dressing
Boy or girl:: idk
Baby's name:: idk
Advice for other pregnant women:: Enjoy it because it will go by fast and from what I have heard and read, each pregnancy is unique.
Baby Daddy:: West
His reaction:: Shock and I told you so
Greatest memory so far:: Feeling the movements of my child.
Biggest fear:: Always staying strong for my child. (if that makes any sense)
Advantages of being pregnant:: Eating all the time and being pampered.
Weird dreams:: Many...I have forgotten many.
Breast changes:: I was medium sized...now everyone says it looks like I have beast implants. LOL...but they are sore and I have to wear a bra or some type of support so they don't fall to my knees.
Waist changes:: LARGER DUH!!
Things you quit for baby:: Drinking, I had only turned 21 like 6 months before I found out I was pregnant and it is my last year in college, who wouldn't be partying.
Most uncomfortable time:: Getting used to sleeping on my left side, I love to sleep on my stomach...but have the body pillow has made sleeping a whole lot easier.
Worst part of being pregnant:: The vomiting in the beginning was horrible, but now the constant peeing because I have to use the bathroom, I can no longer hold it like I did before I was pregnant. Even in the places I don't want to use it. LOL.
Best place for maternity clothes:: I have been looking at A Pea in A Pod, but now I am just wearing leggings or sweats and a t-shirt.
Taking parenting classes:: I would like to once I finish with school.
Pregnancy necessities:: food by the bed at all times snacks crackers whatever, maternity pants are great, tums for mild heartburn, breast pads for those leaky days.
Grandparents reaction:: My mother is excited because this will be her first born grandchild, my father is a little nervous I think cause it was unexpected and I am his youngest daughter, and West's mother (who is my 2nd mother and I love so much) is super excited she can't wait until I find out the sex of the baby. (My mother doesn't want to know, she did not know with any of her children)

Where will you deliver:: Either California or Colorado...idk yet
When:: June 30 2008 is the due date
Will you breastfeed:: definitely
Will you use cloth diaper: Never, they are too messy...I would rather just throw the diapers away...
Books you're reading:: Jesus Land, What to Expect When You Are Expecting

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January 13, 2008

Finished my first week of my spring senior semester. I am so excited to be graduating. I am just praying that I remain healthy so that I am able to walk across the stage. This wasn't a bad week had to get used to walking around campus, the shoes you wear make a big difference. Some other small issues arose in my life, but nothing that I can change, so I will just have to pray that they will get better. Finally decided that I'm going to apply for Grad school, praying that I will get in. Today is rest day. Hope everyone is feeling well, HAPPY SUNDAY!!! I go to the doctor tomorrow for a check up looking forward to hearing the baby's HR and possibly finding out if I am having a boy or girl. So excited. I think that I feel the baby move. I have found that whenever I get upset or cry then something crazy goes on in my stomach I think it is the baby telling me to relax and everything will be alright. It is not just me anymore. It is still crazy to me...

February 3, 2008

I feel like the grocery store is my new best friend. I am always hungry, but that is expected. This week will hopefully go by fast since I have three tests, Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. I have been studying trying to make sure my short term memory will last long enough to pass these tests. LOL...I am feeling my baby move everyday now. I look forward to it and it makes me smile. My sister moved back to Cali on Saturday, so now I am back to living by myself...Just me and the bun in the oven. I can't wait till I can say my little boy or girl. I have yet to come up with a nick name...just haven't put much thought in it. I want it to be special though and have a meaning, not just so ordinary, usual nickname. It has to be special because this is my first child. This time is going by so fast and my stomach is growing larger by the day. Since I am not going around saying hey I'm pregnant and I am just now starting to show...the random people are now coming up to me like, why didn't you tell me you were pregnant...my thoughts are I did not know I had to. LOL. Anyways...my mom and I have already came up with dates for my baby shower, I will have one in Colorado and one in California...it is also possible that I will have a mini one in Florida before I graduate...because once I graduate I am out of this state. I know that my baby is growing everyday and my breasts o they are ridiculous everyone says that it looks like I have breast implants. Tomorrow I have to get fitted for my cap and gown...I will be letting them know I will need a few sizes larger than what I am now. Me and my baby's father are not talking right now and have not now for almost a week--I have learned how to maintain keeping myself busy, so I don't think about him. It hurts, but I know that I will become a stronger person at the end of this. He said that if I needed him to since I am by myself that he would come down here and stay with me, but I don't want him to. GOOD NEWS...my business partner and I finally got in contact with our publisher and our book entitled, "I'm Tired of Being Broke" is coming out in late March. I am making sure in the second edition of our series that I will include being pregnant while in college...tips on how to save. I also decided to apply to grad school instead of entering the work force upon graduation. I want to remain flexible, so that I can spend time with my baby. I can't wait till Feb. 11th....ANXIOUS AND IMPATIENT...

February 6, 2008

My stomach is growing so much now. I feel like every morning I wake up it get get bigger. Thank the Lord that this week is going by fast because that just means I am closer to the 11th. I have one more test tomorrow and then I have to continue working on my manuscript. We actually got someone to write an article about us in our college newspaper, which is pretty cool. I can feel my baby moving so much now I have a girl name that I think I like, Kennedy Morgan. It has a nice ring to it, but that may change. I am definitely going bra shopping this weekend because these breasts no longer fit in m old bras. That's all for now...wishing everyone a blessed day. O yeah and my nose is spreading wider...my business partner was the first person who mentioned it to me and ever since then I feel like I can see my nose everywhere. LOL...I wonder if that is an indication of a boy perhaps. Everyone has been telling me o you are having a girl, so we shall see soon enough.

February 8, 2008

Today is Friday and I am super excited for this weekend. I already have it planned out, I am going to completely clean my house, do some studying for my GRE, do some more editions for the book, rest, eat, go to the maternity store to get one of those BellaBands, and wait for MONDAY. I feel like my baby is completely on my bladder just sits there and rocks and rocks until I go to use the restroom, but this happens about every 45 minutes to an hour and a half, especially when I stand up. But the baby is doing great feeling him/her move all the time now. Can't wait until I know what I am having. Finished all my tests this week and did pretty good on all of them, so far this semester is off to a great start. There are so many things happening at once. I just wish my personal life was a little better...but everything will work itself out. West gets on my nerves, but I try not to let him get to me because I need to keep my sanity for my baby and truthfully ever since my sister moved back home, I have been a little lonely in my house, but there are so many things I need to and have to and want to get done, that I try to focus all my energy on accomplishing my goals/plans. Have a great weekend everyone--make the most out of your time. Because once it is gone...it will never come back.

I AM SO HAPPY!!! TODAY WAS THE FIRST DAY I FELT MY BABY MOVE ON THE OUTSIDE. I PUT MY HAND ON MY STOMACH WHEN I FELT MOVEMENT AND I HAD DONE THIS BEFORE, BUT I COULD NEVER FEEL ANYTHING OR THE MOVING WOULD STOP. WELL ANYWAYS I PUT MY HAND ON MY STOMACH AND FELT IT I DID NOT MOVE FOR LIKE 15 MINUTES AND IT LASTED THE WHOLE TIME. I WAS SO EXCITED!!! I ALSO ATE A GOOD PITA TERIYAKI CHICKEN SANDWICH TODAY SO TASTY, I WILL PROBABLY BE EATING THAT MORE OFTEN.

February 11, 2008

Hello everyone just found out today I am having A BABY GIRL!!!! Yes, and she was so upset that her space was being invaded she had her little legs crossed and was putting her fingers in her mouth. She would not sit still at all!!! I was like another little me...I am feeling so overwhelmed.

February 12, 2008

I am no longer overwhelmed, I am now content with the baby girl growing inside of me. She moves so much now and I look forward to it every hour. I am being so lazy though. Yesterday was the first day that someone else felt little Kennedy move. It was my business partner...she was like how does it feel on the inside. I was like just a little thud!!! I am finally almost done with my grad school applications...YAY!!!

February 24, 2008

It has been so long since I have written anything. I am grateful to have a loving and caring mother who came and visited me this weekend when I needed her. She is an amazing woman and I can't wait to have my daughter so that she can spend time with her grandma and she how great she is. I want to be how my mother is, I always know that I can depend on my mother and I want my daughter to have that same confidence in me. I love my mommy!!! Kennedy is amazing already and I love her and can't wait to meet her. She is moving so much now it is crazy to feel this little person inside of me.

February 25, 2008

Today was my first day being 6 months pregnant!!! It is going by so so so fast. I want the days to slow down, but they go by so fast and days turn into weeks, weeks turn into months. She is getting so active...I had a dream about french toast last night and of course this morning when I woke up that was all that was on my mind so I definitely had to go get some and they were o so good. Kennedy liked them too!! I can't wait until West comes down, so that he can put his hand on my stomach and feel his daughter move. Hopefully it will be soon. Today i have also got other pregnancy ISSUES, acid reflux is hitting me hard as well as back pains. They came from no where. I can't stand the reflux though because it is so nasty in my mouth. I am beginning to decide on her room decorations. I am going to paint her room yellow, and that is all I know so far. I can't wait till I meet this person. My baby shower date changed to April 12th because I don't want to be so far along flying on an airplane. That's all for now have to study!!!

February 29, 2008

Happy Leap Year! Whatever that is supposed to mean. Right now I am at work and it seems as if everytime I come here I get some sinus problems. I start sneezing, my eyes begin to burn, and my nose aches. I have not slept well these last few nights I wake up around the same time between 3 - 4 am and it is really hard for me to fall back asleep. I wonder if this is Kennedy's way of saying this is the time that I will be up once I make my entrance into the world. IDK. Me and the BD and doing a little better. I am just so damn lonely. I was extremely sad when my mother left like man I have to be by myself again. Good thing I will be going on my Spring Break next Friday!!!! I can't wait the days can't go by fast enough. I have began to get tired again I don't know if it is because I am not sleeping or because Kennedy is sucking everything from me. I just want to know what happened to my burst of energy during the second trimester. I am almost done with the 2nd and my energy levels are LOW. Right now I am feeling that I just want to hold her in my arms. I went shopping last night or should I say browsing and found some really cheap winter pjs for her. I was looking for a girly shirt that said, "Mommy Loves me" but there were only shirts that said "Daddy Loves Me or Daddy Thinks I am Beautiful" I was like he can buy those items on his own. So can the mommy not love the little girl only the little boy. JUST CRAZINESS!!!! I really want to go get a Pre-Natal massage cause my back has been killing me. The acid reflux went away for now, but I am sure it will come back. I have to finish those baby shower invites this weekend.

March 4, 2008

Sometimes I don't know how to feel--sometimes I am happy sometimes I am so sad. I know that God will make a way for me to accomplish all things. I know that over this last past week I have been so tired. It seems like it is back to the first trimester. I guess it is just stress and the fact that I have to do everything by myself, since I live by myself. IDK. I can't wait till Friday because YEAH it is Spring Break and I will finally get a much needed break. The weather is very ugly outside--all rainy and I am trying to finish my baby shower invitations. Personlly making these will be wonderful in the end, but they are quite a task right now. Kennedy is moving so much especially at night--at night she kicks/punches real hard. I am tired of going to the doctor, I have been there every week for the last 4 weeks, but everything seems to be Good and Kennedy is still fine. I have another appointment tomorrow for my four week check up....I know I won't get an ultrasound just get asked the basic pregnancy questions. I am looking forward to Friday, but not necessarily flying on a plane and peeing every minute. Well Ladies, ttyl!!

March 18, 2008
Just got off of spring break and had a good time. I needed that break I needed to get out of Tallahassee. And I needed to see my BD. As much as I dislike him sometimes seeing him still makes me feel good and he hadn't seen me in so long. When he saw me he was like O he just kept staring the whole time I was there. He was being very nice and I was trying to keep my emotions under control. LOL! But yeah he was just staring and bringing me food. He felt his daughter move and the expression on his face was priceless. I wish I had a camera. Anyways then I went a visited my mother and father and most of my mom's side of the family in Colorado and I ate real good. I enjoyed my spring break and felt like crying when I left Cali and Colorado. I can't wait to graduate, so that....O and by the way my BD said that he wants me to move back to Cali and he would help me out financially. So that is the new plan. So back to my other thought I can't wait to graduate and move back to Cali I will have my own spot there and me and the BD will raise Kennedy together. Hopefully everything will work out. He is being so much nicer though I think he needed that reality check to see my pregnant body...LOL...I swear if it is not in a guy's face...out of sight out of mind. Like I deal with the pregnancy everyday not a day goes by that I don't think about it. Anyways...Kennedy Kirsten is moving around so much I can't wait to meet this little person. I want her I want her and did I mention that I would like my body back too. This breasts urk me and my mother was like wait till you start breastfeeding and they are engorged!!! AHHHHHHHH!!! I can tell that she already has her own personality...I get my 4-D ultrasound on April 4th I can't wait I know that she looks well I feel like she looks just like her daddy. We will soon find out. My baby shower is also in less than a month.

March 20, 2008
Today was an interesting pregnancy day. I was super achy all over as if I didn't get a wink of sleep last night, but I slept so good. SO I didn't get it. So after I took my test this afternoon I took a 3 1/2 hour nap which revived me. My BD has been so nice. Last night I think I felt my first Braxton-Hicks contraction and then I had a dream I was in labor. The mind is amazing. I called my BD and he was like well what does it feel like and since he was in front of his friends, he tried to be a funny man and talk about labor, I was like whatever and as I was going to get off of the phone he was like don't be mad or sad, what do you want me to do anything you want me to do I will do it. And all this other stuff I was like quite a change. I guess he really just needed that reality check of seeing and feeling his baby!!! I can't believe it is almost to the end of MARCH!!! AHHHHH the time is flying by so fast. Today I wanted some Shanghai wings from chilis so I got some and they were O so tasty!!!

March 25, 2008
I have been so tired this last week. I don't know why, but I guess it is just a part of the process. Today I was really feeling like I am ready to be back in Cali--I felt so lonely today. I don't know why it obviously has to be these hormones. I had no problems before I was pregnant being by myself, now it seem as if I can't do it. Not that I can't it is just torture. I am ready to graduate because that means just a few days after that I will be moving into my new place in Cali. So my mom is planning my baby shower and my BD's mom was like she wanted to know what she could contribute. My mom called her (they have talked previously) yesterday and she still hasn't called back. I really don't know what that is about. Hopefully, she is still not mad bc my mom called her and said that her son needed to be more responsible, but IDK. People are so strange to me, I am sure others think that I am strange too. I can't wait to meet my baby and I can't wait to go to the gym. She is moving so much now. I am also making sure to keep my belly nice and greased up as a way to prevent stretch marks. I can't wait to have my body back. Not that I don't enjoy nurturing my baby. This may be TMI, but Ihave also been standing in the shower letting the water hit my nipples in preparation for breast feeding, one of my mentors said that that makes your nipples tougher. We will see. I am sitting here trying to tpe my LAST 10 page paper of my undergrad, but I don't feel like it. I have been slowly getting my house together here in FL, I went through my closet and took the clothes I will never wear to the Goodwill. That takes a load off...O yeah and I got some maternity clothes, so I feel cute. I need to get some pictures of my full body up on here. I found my camera. If my BD does or doesn't do something I want him to do I hit the roof. Why must I be so angry and sensitive. It is going to be so interesting when I move back home I don't know if either of us is ready for it. I mean we haven't been together on a consistent consistent basis for 4 years. I mean when we were together for that year we were always by each other's side and even when I would come home we were always together...of course that was up until recently. I hope he knows that he will be catering to my every want and demand once I get home bc I have gone through this pregnancy for 7 months (when I leave) by myself. That is cooking, cleaning, driving, everything!!! For instance this morning, I woke up late bc I was tired so I didn't have time to fix any food and didn't want any cereal, so I had a pop tart and some fruit and could not wait to return home to fix myself some breakfast. Last night I only got up 3 times to pee, but the night before it was like 6...I only got 2 hours of sleep I was exhausted. But thee is so much I have to do...Ok let me not let myself get overwhelmed. I am about to go write my paper now.

O yeah yesterday while I was in Metab class, I felt Kennedy have the hiccups for the first time it was a consistent little movement and was light. I don't know if that makes sense. But that is how I can describe it.

March 27, 2008
Today was a crappy day!
I woke up with a sore throat, congested nose, and a terrible headache. I stayed in the bed all day and although I feel a little better now, I do still feel sick. I have slept so much today and I wa like Ujust wish I wasn't here by myself, but why do I keep complaining about something that is not going to change until I move back to Cali? I don't know I guess cause it still bothers me. I had to get out of my bed and go get my medicine. I did not go to work or school today, I literally did not want to move not even to eat because I didn't have an appetite. Everytime I stood up I got light headed and felt nauseous. So IDK...I hope that I feel better tomorrow I am about to take some more tylenol and lay back down. I think that it may be allergies because I have those real bad, but never this bad...my eyes are also dry and red and we have had some serious pollen here. Not to mention the fact that it was like 45 degrees one day and then the next it was 80 degrees that change in weather can make anyone sick. Then I got nervous because Kennedy wasn't moving so I called my BD and told him he was like shake your stomach so then she started moving a little then he was like you are such an over hypochondriac. I was like whatever...in my head I am thinking just wait until I come back to Cali you have a lot in store for you. But anyways Kennedy has been moving a lot especially later in the day...pregnancy is a nervous time. And it goes by so fast. It is just a reflection of how fast life goes by. I miss my BD and wish he was here with me...he is actually a good caterer---to my needs when he wants to be and last time he was real nice. I know that his daughter is going to be loved, even if we never work things out. At the end of the day, he has a good heart. I want to see Kennedy I want to hold her in my hands. I know these next 3 months are going to go by fast, but I feel myself becoming impatient. Well this headache is starting to come back so let me take us down the steps to get some OJ and then back to sleep I go. I really need to wash these dishes I have, but I don't feel like it!!!

April 2, 2008
It is already April!!! Man, I remember starting this semester and being like April is so far away, but it came up so fast. Not to mention the fact that my birthday is May 9th. But I have not even stopped to realize how close that really is. Like in almost a month. This time last year I was getting ready to have fun for my 21st and this year I am going to be getting ready to be a mommy. The only thing I want for my birthday is to have my apartment and to be setting it up...Nothing else would really matter. Maybe a dinner out to my favorite restaurant and a movie (at home) no need in going to the movies bc I would probably fall asleep. The other thing is my BD's birthday is May 10th. So we will see...Anyways Kennedy is doing well. Friday is coming up so fast. These weeks are moving briskly!! I have so many things I need to do--call and get an appt at a ob/gyn in Cali, get Kennedy a pediatrician (her insurance), register at a hospital to give birth, take birthing classes, pack all my stuff that I have accumulated over the last 4 years, study for finals, complete papers, so much I need to manage my time better. I try but then I get lazy. O well. O Yeah and last night I had my first leg cramp I was like AHHHH, but it went away by itself after I relaxed and it didn't last that long...Praise the LORD!

April 5, 2008
So I went to the doctor yesterday and it was great. I got to see my little girls face and she is healthy will all organs measuring the normal size. I was so relieved. Thank you Jesus. Before her kidneys were a little dilated, but everything is fine now. I can't wait to meet her this just made me even more anxious. When I first hold her I think that I am going to cry. She was so funny I talked to her that morning and told her we were going to take some pictures so she had to show her face, but she didn't listen. She held her hand in front of her face the whole time except for at the very end. There was even a point when she was moving it up and down so that we would only see half of her face at a time. I was like must you be so difficult, but in the end she showed her face and me and the technician screamed cause we were so happy then Kennedy quickly put her hand back . I was like you are too much already...the rest of the day went by alright. But anyways I have to go write a paper and I should be packing so let me get down to business.

April 15, 2008
WOW!!! What a long weekend I had. I just got back to Florida this morning after flying all night. I was so tired today. Anyways to get to the good stuff..I had a great time at my Baby Shower. I couldn't sit down...Kennedy got a lot of gifts especially clothes. I got all the necessities car seat, stroller, basinette, swing, bouncer, and some other things that I can't think of right now. I left all my stuff in Cali and semi went through it while I was there. Also, I fractured my tooth the day before so the whole day I could only eat on the right side. My cupcakes were great they were the best part of the shower...LOL!! I didn't get a chance to taste the strawberry one though even though I wanted to I will just have to stop by there once I move back. For real I am glad that that saga is over though as wonderful as it was. I think I am going to have another mini shower for some people who weren't able to come once I get back in town. Other highlights from the baby shower included West (BD) staying there and even sitting and h=opening gifts with me I was so surprised and so happy. He told me how beautiful I looked and was just super nice. He even gave me a mommy gift which really surprised me, a brown and white diamond platinum necklace. I was so so so surprised and was just looking in his eyes and everyone was like kiss kiss I was like no. It was very nice. My mother did a great job I love her so much...although she is a stress queen so put the shower together wonderfully and West's mom helped out a lot to. It was so nice. Of course Kennedy wasn't moving around that much during the day, but once I relaxed and took a shower after it was over it was party central in my belly. My sister and niece were just watching her jump around in there.

Ok so for the rest of the weekend---West was being very nice. We went out to eat a few time and just enjoyed each other's company with very little arguing. He was so shocked by how much my stomach grew and was like just staring and looking at it. He was also talking and rubbing her and everytime he would say something even if she wasn't moving before she would awaken and start moving for him. He was like she doesn't move like this when you talk to her I was like whatever. Overall I had a great time.

May 30, 2008

Well I have not updated in so long that there is so much that needs to be said, but I will only say the major details. Moved back to Cali--still in transition mode because I need to get everything together. A little frustrated with that but like people say everything will work itself out! Just have to be patient, which is really hard since I am pregnant. i want what I want when I want it...I am assuming some people can relate. Also, I love my new doctor she is really good I thought that transitioning from my old doctor who I liked was going to be hard, but this doctor is even better. I am glad that God blessed me with her. Me and the BD are cool. I go to my 36 week check on June 5th and I am going on my hospital tour. Last time I went to the doctor they said Miss Kennedy was measuring a week ahead and weighed 5lbs 10oz. I was like dang that's a big baby!!! And that was at 32 weeks. SO the doctor is going to check me again to see how big she is and I may be INDUCED!! Pretty scary I feel like I need another 2 weeks and then I will be OK (I think LOL) it went by so so so fast. I want to hold her though I am ready for that. I was going to buy a baby book but then I decided to go ahead and do one myself because I know it will look just the way that I want it to. I keep having dreams that my water broke and then every morning I wake up there is nothing but dryness. I know TMI. There really hasn't been anything else besides me eating, sleeping, and working part time. I did go to Wal-Mart this week and got her baby bath...still looking for a crib, but I have the bassinet. So she will be in that for a little while at first. IDK...Baby is coming soon...I really hope that I don't go past 40 weeks---everyone around me says that she will be here by the 16th....AHHHHHHH I am going to be a MOMMMY!! LOL!!!

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