I could not stand the other page. The blog went on and on and on. If you really feel like reading the blog of a depressed, sad, sick pregnant gal, have at it. You will find it here: http://i-am-pregnant.com/vip/us-n-kenzie-2

The information here is from 5 months on. I am hoping it will be more upbeat and happier as I settle into being pregnant.

Since you are here anyway, why not go to the baby name poll and vote on which you like best. It's okay, not many people like the names we are choosing, and I am okay with that because I don't really like their names. The name poll is here:

In late February we found out that we are having a girl!! March 13th - I am going to turn 32 tomorrow. This is a hard reality. I am still having trouble having had turned 30 a few years ago. I am going to be 50 when this child graduates from high school!! OMG!! I remember when my mom turned 32 and they had a party for her and I remember thinking how OLD that sounded to me (I was 6 at the time). Now I am 32....almost. :) My husband works that day so it will just be me and my daughter. I am looking forward to that a little. I may take her to get her nails painted. She loves going to the salon and letting them paint her nails. She is such a girl! So you know what I dont like...maternity tops with the ribbony thing that goes around and ties in the back. They kinda look like something I would have bought for my daughter when she was 4. I feel like a pregnant toddler. Yes, I do own some of the tops like that, but I dont like it. I have had such a hard time finding pregnancy tops that dont make me look about 300 pounds more than I really am. The fact that I am heavy to begin with means that I dont need anything adding the illusion of any extra poundage to me. Ah well.- - -March 18th - I am not feeling right. I fainted yesterday and now I am worried about doing it again and either ending up being in the middle of the office I work in or smacking my head on something and being knocked unconscious. LoL. My husband still has not made any move toward me, but I did let him know that I am not going to be the one to initiate anything any longer. He knows that I am bothered that I feel as though I have to hound him to get him to want to mess around and it does not seem to affect him much so I guess we'll see what happens. It's not looking good though. It hurts and bothers me that he knows how much this is affecting me and he still cannot bring himself to do it. I feel like I am making him do it or that he is messing around out of obligation or just to get me to leave him alone when I bug him about it. I also feel kinda silly being so upset about this. After all, it's just sex. I guess its not so much the sex itself as the fact that it stopped so abruptly and with no obvious reason.

Pregnancy Survey
About You
Name?:
Age?:	31
Height?:	5' 5'
Pre-pregnancy weight?:
About The Father
Name?:
Age?:	38
Height?:	5' 10'
Are you still together?:	He married me, now he's stuck with me! (and I am stuck with him)
About Your Pregnancy
Is this your first pregnancy?:
When did you find out you were pregnant?:	A few days before Halloween
Was it planned?:
What was your first reaction?:	A blank stare at the test before reaching for another one, later followed by another one and then another one
Who was with you when you found out?:	My daughter, but she did not know what was going on
Who was the first person you told?:	My friend, Marie. Then Rob, but he did not believe me.
How did your parents react?:	Annoyingly overjoyed
How far along are you?:	12 weeks
What was your first symptom?:
What is your due date?:	June 30th, 2008
Do you know the sex of the baby?:	Not yet
Have you picked out names?:	Yes
If so, what are they?:	Girls: Dharma, Jacinda, Rayne, Phoebe, Mandalay or Gwen Boys: Cameron or Dylan
How much weight have you gained?:	None....YET
Do you have stretch marks?:	Yes...the previous tenant, my daughter, left them there when she was evicted
Have you felt the baby move?:	No
Have you heard the heartbeat?:	Yes
About the birth
Will you keep the baby?:	Of course, after all this
Home or hospital birth?:	Hospital
Natural or medicated birth?:	Medicated...as much medication as they will allow, maybe more..I'm not in this to win an award
Who will be in the delivery room with you?:	Husband, Drs...no interns - this isn't Grey's Anatomy
Will you breastfeed?:	Nope, I did with my daughter and that was enough fun to last a lifetime for me
Do you think you'll need a c-section?:
Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time?:	I am not too mushy of a person, so I doubt it
What's the first thing you might say to him/her?:	Thank god you're finally out and I can stop throwing up now!
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