HEY EVERYONE ,

THANKX 4 STOPPIN BY..........

FIRST I WOULD LIKE TO SAY CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL OF YOU DURING THIS WONDEFUL TIME IN YOUR LIFE AND FOR THOSE WHO ARE TRYING TO CONCIEVE MY FINGERS WILL BE CROSSED FOR YOU AND ME!!!!!WE ARE GONNA GET THERE SOON!!! WELL HERE'S A LIL ABOUT MYSELF......I'M A MOTHER OF TWO BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTERS AGES 9 AND 3 AND A WONDERFUL LADY TO MY MAN OF 12 YRS.WE WOULD LOVE TO CONCIEVE ANOTHER ONE SOON BUT I JUST STOPPED TAKING MY DEPO SHOT IN DECEMBER OF 2007 SO I HAVE A GOOD AMOUNT OF TIME TO WAIT.SO IN THE MEANTIME I'D LIKE TO CHIT CHAT WITH OTHER LADIES TTC AND ALSO NEW MOTHERS,OLD MOTHERS, EVERYBODY !!!! DON'T BE A STRANGER COME BY ANYTIME...SMOOCHEEZZZZZ

~My Journal~

It's May Ladies......These months are going by so fast and summer will be here before ya know it!!! My weekend was fufilled with a slumber party for my daughter.She had 7 little girls over and they had a blast!!!!Of course i'm exhausted but i enjoyed myself too!!! We made ice cream sundaes,had a dance contests,did nail and manicure time,movie time and the list goes on.......i'm happy it's over but my little one's bday is mother's day so i have to do it all over again.....The wonderful life of being a mother! : ) other then that less stressing and more bd'ing...lol All weekend long!

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June 4,2008

I have a blood test for June 16th to see if i'm ovulating.....Hopefully i am!!!!! if i am it's all a matter of time so hopefully everything will work out as planned.My doctor has faith that i'll be pregnant by the end of the summer so i'll continue to be stressfree and let god work out his plan.Fingers and Toes crossed!!!!!

~Have faith and let god take it in his hands~

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June 16,2008

Well i went for my blood test today and " I'M OVULATING"yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy so now it's a matter of time for me and my man to accomplish what we started!!!!! I feel much more relieved just to know my eggs are out of their resting stage after stopping the depo.So it may still take some time for me but i'm still happy i'm O'ing!!!!!!! Now hopefully my periods will get back on point and i can really start trying and hopefully i'll have my lil Butta Bean baking soon....... oyeah and not to meation my temps have been up for 3 dys now!!!!!!! but i guess that has to do with the ovulation thingy but i really hope it's something else............. : )

Ya gotta have Faith,Faith,Faith!!!!!!

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June 18,2008

AF is in the building in full effect!!!!!! I'm not angry this time just a lil wacked up b/c my periods range from 27-34 days and she comes when she wants.......i'm not gonna stress it b/c there are plenty women out here dying to get their periods back after depo so i'm blessed and just waiting on that day....that one day when i finally see a positive.

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July 10, 2008

It's July Finally and summer is here!!!! I love the weather and seeing sunshine everyday.Well as for me i think i have tooken a break on the TTC thingy.....Yes again but this time Foreal!!!!!! I feel like when it happens it happens and trying is not going to make it easy! I have been on this site for a couple of months and let me tell you this site makes it worst for yourself....lol You see all your friends on your friendslist with their beautiful belly shots and the brand new babies so it makes you very frustating when you can't have what you want at this time.So i decided weeks ago to stop trying and enjoy life with my girls and my man.We are still not using protection but we are back on the pull out method..lol so we will see what happens.Hey it's the summer anyway and i don't think i would have enjoyed the hot weather while being prego! I just continue to thank god everyday for what he has already given me and sum more, so i can't keep harassing him to send me another one...lol God will send me my son when he feels it is the right time.Well that's all folks......

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July 16,2008 ( i finally made it there)+ TRYING TO CONCIEVE JOURNEY IS NOW FULFILLED

Well Well today i took a test and got TWO LINES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG i don't think it's true a BFP!!!!!! i go for my bloodtest in a little while to confrim so pray for me and i hope this is my lil man in the making...........God is good to me all the time!!!!!! How far could i be i stopped charting everything???????????? only time will tell :) thank u god....... okay did the blood test and it is confrimed i am veryyyyyyy early but indeed pregnant !!! my hcg is 506 so i go back on friday to see if it rises.......

July 18,2008

My levels have doubled big time so now i have to just relax and let god work this one out for me..... i'm a little shocked still that i am pregnant!!!!!!!

My first appt for prenatal: July 30

My first doctor's appt:August 1st

~Moods,Cravings and Symptoms for pregnancy#3~

July 21

Mood- Very aggravated with little things

Cravings- Juice reallllllllll cold juice

Symptoms: lil naseau in cars or first thing in Am and hot flashes.