Hello~

Well, the name is Myrna and I am 21 years old. This is my first pregnancy and I am so excited to finally be a mommy! I am from Illinois but currently living out here in San Diego. Being far from my family is really hard especially now when I need them most. I have my boyfriend at my side 100 % and am really happy being with him.

Tristan Reed Kutcher Jr.

12/4/2007

I finally have my own place.! I am so happy.! I was living with a friend (still am til the 7th) and was so worried of never getting a place of my own for me and the baby. It made my day when the lady called me, because all I thought about was setting up everything for the baby's arrival. It's a small studio but it doesn't bother me at all......as long as my baby has a place to stay. Plus! I don't have to worry about waking up my friend :)

12/5/2007

32 weeks today. My baby has been moving a lot. Just 8 more weeks and I will finally get to meet him. I still need to get everything ready for him. Oh we just cant wait any longer and I dont think he can either since he has been kicking and pushing like crazy!!!

12/12/2007

33 weeks!! only 49 more days to go. Today was an interesting morning...for the first time ever I actually gagged while brushing my teeth....first time throughout this WHOLE pregnancy. I am almost there.....these weeks seem to be going by very slow. The beginning I think went by quick..but now...........it seems like my days will never end.

12/17/2007

Well I got stuck havign a cold this weekend! I feel very shytty today. Especially with having to be at work from 7am to 430 pm.....I sit at a desk all day too and it kills my back.

Lately I have been feeling this strong pressure against my belly not sure if it is the baby or if its contractions of some sort...and they feel rock hard.

12/18/2007

Today I am 34 weeks! Getting closer and closer but time is passing by slower and slower for me. I cant wait for lil Tristan Jr. to be in my arms and to take him home. I havent felt any signs of labor or anything so I dont see him coming out anytime soon. I guess its all up to him huh.....whenever he is ready.

1/2/2008

3 weeks and 5 days to go. I had my appointment today with the midwife and she said I am not dialated at all.!!! The baby is head down but has't dropped and I am jsut impatiently waiting for things to get a move on....I cant wait any longer especially when i here feeling like a WHALE !!!!

01/24/2008

I AM WAITING AND WAITING!

I cannot help but be very impatient. I am really starting to stress out because of this waiting. I am nervous about the unknowing of how things will go when it is 'time.' I have been feeling a lot of false labor contractions lately that have been more frequent these past few days. I have been having them about two weeks but nothing like I been feeling now. These false labor contractions are really becoming to annoy me. I sound like such a baby but they are just to uncomfortable for me. I will be having an appointment on the 29th....my last appointment. The day before my EDD. That day I will be getting my membranes stripped and hope that they will help me go into labor soon and be able to give birth on the 30th. But it isn't upon me to decide when I will have this baby. I am just ready. I know that after all of this I will miss being pregnant and miss the baby moving around in my belly.....but I would rather have my baby in my arms.