HEY EVERYBODY!!!!
My name is Whitney and I am 19 years old. I pregnant with my first baby!!!!!!! I'm due July 26, 2008 and I'm soooo excited!!!! At first it was a pretty depressing pregnancy because i was going through mess with the father but I found myself and I realize I have to be strong for my baby!!!! SO EVERYTHING IS WONDERFUL NOW!!!!
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Pregnancy Survey |
| About You |
| Name?: | Whit |
| Age?: | 19 |
| Height?: | 5'4" |
| Pre-pregnancy weight?: | 123 |
| About The Father |
| Name?: | Charlie |
| Age?: | 19 |
| Height?: | 5'4" |
| Are you still together?: | heck no and i wouldnt have it no other way |
| About Your Pregnancy |
| Is this your first pregnancy?: | yes |
| When did you find out you were pregnant?: | beginning of november |
| Was it planned?: | no |
| What was your first reaction?: | shocked and scared at the same time |
| Who was with you when you found out?: | nobody i was by myself at the clinic at my university |
| Who was the first person you told?: | charlie then my homegirl angel |
| How did your parents react?: | at first my mama was shocked and then she was happy and my daddy prolly didnt care. idk? but hes ok wit it |
| How far along are you?: | right now i am 13 weeks and 5 days |
| What was your first symptom?: | nothing at first then horrible nausea and vomitting |
| What is your due date?: | july 26, 2008 |
| Do you know the sex of the baby?: | no |
| If so, what is it?: | |
| Have you picked out names?: | Mirycle Keari for a girl and i dont have a name for a boy yet. |
| If so, what are they?: | look up |
| How much weight have you gained?: | ive actually lost weight.... |
| Do you have stretch marks?: | no and i hope i dont have them ever cuz my mama dont have any and she has had 3 kids!! |
| Have you felt the baby move?: | no not yet but i cant wait! |
| Have you heard the heartbeat?: | YES!!!! |
| About the birth |
| Will you keep the baby?: | yes |
| Home or hospital birth?: | Hospital |
| Natural or medicated birth?: | medicated!! a lot of medicine please!! |
| Who will be in the delivery room with you?: | my mom and maybe my aunt. |
| Will you breastfeed?: | no, my boobs are too small and i dont think i will be comfortable doing it |
| Do you think you'll need a c-section?: | no but if thats the only way to deliver my sunshine then thats whats gonna happen |
| Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time?: | no, i dont think so but whoknow what will happen in the delivery room |
| What's the first thing you might say to him/her?: | i cant believe your my baby |
| Would you let someone videotape the birth?: | no no no, my aunt taped my sisters!!! lol |
| Are you excited about the birth, or scared?: | VERY EXCITED AND A LITTLE SCARED |
BLOG
Tuesday, 19 Feb
17 weeks and 3 days...well I wasn `t going to start a blog because I really don `t think that I wanted on on my page but I decided that I will considering how this will probably be my first and last pregnancy...well, yesterday I woke up and went to class. I really wasn `t going to go because I hate getting up outta my nice warm bed into the cold air...(since we just had that little cold front come through about 4 days ago) I don `t mind goin to class when its warm and I can wear my shorts and stuff...lol...but I went because I knew that I had a test in that class coming up. it was actually worth it because the professor went over the test and the essay questions...so im pretty happy and confident now. I was scheduled to work 1 to midnight yesterday but I just couldn `t force myself to go...its like once I get comfortable again after class that `s it...im not movin no more. And today is my off day so I got 2 days off!!!! Lol, but I think I might go in today to make up for yesterday. I don `t want to but I consider my money, the baby `s money now...hehe...well anywho I talked to ryan and mykey and rico last night...mykey made me mad so I was like maybe ita better if I call u tomorrow, (in my mind) but I really only text rico and when ryan called I was half way sleep so I was just talkin and I have no idea what our relationship was about....but yeah, I guess ill write back another time...
Wednesday, 20 Feb
I woke up with a horrible headache...I had a dream about my BD...which actually made me really sad...it was like how we used to be, hanging out and havin fun....without the problems and without my pregnancy....im sad....
Thursday, 21 Feb
Yesterday while I was at work my BD `s mom called me to check on me. I was actually kind of nervous to get the call because before the call on the 16th he had text me and all he said was that he had a new phone and this was the new number...and that (for some reason) made me extremely mad because I wanted him to say how r u...or how `s the baby...so I was like forget my number. So his mom told me that she had asked about me and he told her that I said not to call so she called and said since he `s not steppin up that she wants me to know that she will be there. She asked me when my next doctors appt was and I told her that it was March 11th and she told me that she will start going to all my appts with me...that actually made me pretty happy. So then last night I text my BD andwas like im not upset with you anymore...(this is actually the most contact we have had with each other since december) so I was super nervous...but we had a nice conversation and he apologized for runnin out and trippin on me during the earlier months of the pregnancy. I fell asleep before the text conversation was over but hopefully today we can chat it up a bit. I really don `t want to get to chatty with him because those feelings can come back SO FAST and I don `t want to go through another relationship with him again and get my heartbroken...so where we are right now is pretty good. I didn `t have class today but I do gotta go to wrk and I am not looking forward to it...but im a lot more comfortable since me and BD are on speaking terms again.
Monday, 25 Feb
18 weeks and 2 days today....well everything has been going pretty good. I haven `t heard from BD since last time I wrote but I haven `t planned to because I know how our relationship is....I woke up this morning with a sore belly. Last night the baby was moving a lot!!! And I went to sleep while the baby was still movin. I know its too soon to actually feel kicks and stuff but what if while I was sleep and the baby was kickin me and that `s why my belly is sore....maybe its just my imagination...lol, well I didn `t go to class today because I was soooo tired for some reason...maybe because I worked late yesterday. I work today too but its so pretty and warm outside, I just wanna put on my shorts and my flip flops and have a day out ...lol...im a hoochie, lol....j/k....well ill write back when something interesting happens.
Tuesday, 26 Feb
U don `t want nothin to do with me because I ddint get the abortion, all I wanna do is for us to at least to have a good relationship in some way but it seems like ur just like eff whit...I don `t like to argue and I don `t like to hear u cuss me out....im sorry, I wish I would have gotten the abortion now but I was so scared at the time. But u promised not to leave and u did......and u don `t even care if im sad or if I cry cuz its all my fault cuz whit didn `t get the abortion....I don `t know what to do. I tried to pretend like this hasn `t bothered me for 3 months now but It does becuz ur the only boy I want and now I know I will never be able to be with u or even just be cool with u cuz I didn `t get the abortion like u wanted me to....man, im so sorry. And now im stuck for 18 years by myself cuz u hate me and this baby....and its all my fault.
Wednesday, 27 Feb
Looooooong talk with my mommy....lol....made me feel so much better and wayyyyy stronger!!! I love my baby and my baby isn `t a problem, he/she REALLY IS a blessing and im so grateful to have him/her....p.s. 2/25/08 I finally felt the FIRST KICKS OUTSIDE MY STOMACH!!!! I was laying on my right side watching martin and I felt the first one, but I didn `t think nothing of it, then the second one and then the third...so then I was like is this REALLY my baby, so I put my hand there (hoping that the kicks wouldn `t stop) and I felt 3 more kicks!!!!!!!! That made me feel so happy and excited...I honestly can `t wait to meet my goofy baby!!!
Friday, 29 Feb
I think I have my baby `s sleep schedule figured out...lol...the baby is up full blast at midnight, moving and kicking and actin sooo goofy. I eventually fall asleep while the baby is still moving. I wake up around 7 and the baby is sleep. Then I don `t feel the baby for awhile but then like around 12 noon I can feel my baby stretch across my stomach like he/she is just stretching full length...lol and my stomach gets soooo hard under my belly button, then it softens up. Then the baby kicks and moves until around 3 and then I don `t feel the baby anymore....then again at like 6 but for only about an hour then I don `t feel anything until midnight and it starts all over. I just look forward to this so much...lol
Saturday, 8 Mar
20 wks today....nothing really been goin on...waitin for tuesday to come because that `s my next doctor `s appt. Im probably not going to get a sono done but me just hearing heartbeat and things like that is pretty cool. BD actually called to `I guess ` check on me the other day which brightened my day A LOT. I do still love him, how crazy....anywho the weather has been so bi-polar lately....one day is hot enough to wear shorts and the very next day its snown in freakn March...lol, texas weather....gotta love it. Anywho todays my off day and im probably going to relax all day, oh and the baby is a boxer or a soccer player or something because he/she has no problem with punchn and kickn me all night sometimes throughout the day...lol...he/she gonna b crazy just like their crazy daddy...
Sunday, 9 Mar
Well I went to work 2day...I really wasn `t trying to go and I stayed in bed for soooo long but my mom had to literally come n my room and wake me up. If I didn `t have a car note and if I didn `t need my car then I would have stayed in bed, but I can `t be a slacker. I was so mad to have to drive but when I got to work it was actually a pretty good day. My BD `s friend works there and im friends with him too so it was a fast day. I got my 8 hours and almost ran outta that call center...lol...anyway the baby kicks everyday which I love soooo much. I love when he/she kicks when I sleep, I don `t even mind if I wake up sometimes because of it...I honestly feel the older I get the more conservative I become so I find myself treasuring life since im about to give life in 4 months....I feel so lucky and I thank God for everything I `ve been through, the good and the bad. If I didn `t have the bad then the good wouldn `t be here 2day. Im so happy, I hope nothing happens to ruin this feeling right now.
Wednesday, 19 Mar
Well everything has been goin pretty good...I have realized that my off days are the days where im soooo depressed so I `ve decided to work more and more so I don `t have to think about stuff. But anyway life is good other than the minor depression. My BD `s mom has been so wonderful. She `s calls me and she even went to the last appt with me. She might not make my april 8th one but then I go back april 22nd to find out the gender and get another ultrasound and she will probably come to that one, which is pretty cool. Spring break came and went. I wish it was back because I love not goin to class b4 work, and just sleeping, but every good thing comes to an end. Im getting pretty huge and its starting to get pretty hard to sleep. Last night the baby (I think) was laying sideways and it started hurting really bad on my right side, so I tried to like push my stomach to make the baby move around and it stopped hurting and I fell asleep but after 2 or 3 hours I woke back up and the baby had moved right back to the same location on my right side. Other than that though I love when the baby kicks. I think last night might have been the most strongest ever.well ill write back when somethin interesting happens....adios