Im Pregnant!!!

Okay, so I am about two months pregnant. I have my first sonogram on Wednesday October 10th. Very excited to see what they say, find out exactly how far a long I am. I hope I get pretty big and show a lot, I don't like the little bellies. I don't know what to say so I guess I'll write more later.

October 9th, 2007

I am sooo excited about my appt tomorrow. I get to see my baby! I read that it is about the size of an olive now (juding from how far along I think I am) and that is just werid. Apparently there are little nubs for arms and legs and from pictures the baby looks like an alien! I hope it looks okay tomorow. One thing I would like help on....I haven't told my rents! I am only 19 (will be 20 when the baby comes) I moved out when I was 16 and have been with my boyfriend (fiance) for 3 1/2 years now but I am really really scared to tell MY mom and dad. Not to mention my brothers and sisters. I am worried that they will be disapointed in my for getting pregnant so young. Does anyone have an tips?? Help!!!

October 20th, 2007

So I found out I am due May 1st 08. I was actually further along then they thought. I am in my 12th week so I thougt that would be considered 4 months (because 12 weeks is 3 months so going into the 13th should be the 4th month right?) Wrong-o. I don't get it It's all so confusing. I am worrying more and more about dirty diapers and bad smells and dirty baby. My 2 yr old nephew contanstly stinks. He just does not smell good, it's kind of like a combonation of dirty diaper and food on his clothing. Is this normal??? If so I am going to be very upset, I mean I know when my baby comes I am going to have to suck it up and deal with the dirtyness but I really really don't want to. Like my nephew went in the corner of my dinning room squatted down and took a crap in his diaper which was so runny it went all up his back and made my entire apt smell. I was miserable thinking about have to deal with that...is this normal??

October 24th, 2007

About You
Name?:	Sarah
Age?:	19
Height?:	5'2"
Pre-pregnancy weight?:	135
About The Father
Name?:	Lloyd
Age?:	26
Height?:	5'6
Are you still together?:	Yes
About Your Pregnancy
Is this your first pregnancy?:	Yes
When did you find out you were pregnant?:	Umm, the end of September
Was it planned?:	Kind of.
What was your first reaction?:	I was happy but then I cried but now I'm happy agan
Who was with you when you found out?:	Ma BabyDaddya LoL
Who was the first person you told?:	My office staff
How did your parents react?:	They still don't know....
How far along are you?:	Today is the last day of my 1st trimester
What was your first symptom?:	Horrible nasuea
What is your due date?:	May 1st, 2007
Do you know the sex of the baby?:	Not for another 1 1/2 months!
If so, what is it?:	Drum roll please........
Have you picked out names?:	Colt if it's a boy don't know if its a boy
If so, what are they?:	Above
How much weight have you gained?:	2 lbs.
Do you have stretch marks?:	On my thighs but not from the baby
Have you felt the baby move?:	Not yet
Have you heard the heartbeat?:	Yes'm
About the birth
Will you keep the baby?:	OF COURSE!!
Home or hospital birth?:	Hospital
Natural or medicated birth?:	MEDICATED!
Who will be in the delivery room with you?:	Just ma baby daddy
Will you breastfeed?:	I'm pretty sure
Do you think you'll need a c-section?:	I certianly hope not but who knows
Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time?:	Mmm probably not
What's the first thing you might say to him/her?:	Hi Baby
Would you let someone videotape the birth:	Umm IDK probably not
Are you excited about the birth, or scared?:	could not be more terrified

November 14, 2007

I know that it has been forever since I last wrote and I do apologize! I figured I should update everyone...so I told my rents and family about being pregnant and they were 100x more supportive and happy than I thought they were going to be. My mom is already talking about things she can buy for the baby! I am 15 weeks and my belly is starting to poke out! I'm so happy, I can't wait to get big and round! I know now I am like wanting it but I'm sure in a few months I will be like ugh get this baby out of me already! Aww the joys of pregnancy. Lol I know the real joys come from being a mom. Has anyone been able to competely cut out caffine? I am pretty good about it, I don't drink coffee at all and I used to drink several cokes a day..now I am down to one a week! I'm so proud, as far as chocolate goes, I just pretend I don't know that has caffine in it! Lol I am still addicted! Well I better get back to not working! I will write again soon....just 5 more weeks to find out the sex!! That is what I am REALLY excited about!!

December 17, 2007

Hey ladies! In week 20 now and feeling baby move so much. In case you haven't heard it's a beautiful little boy!! We are soo excited! Thinking of names now, so far we like Tristen and Trenton. I'm sure we'll change our minds only 1000 times before the baby actually gets here though. Any suggestions are welcome! I am loving this month. Getting bigger, not too much so I'm uncomfortable, feeling the baby move alot but not painful, and thinking about my little boy and what he'll be like when he gets here. The only thing that sucks is that I am not out of town away from my hubby. I miss him and this is only the first day we've been apart. The pregnancy has really brought us so much closer. Lloyd, I LOVE YOU! I am soo emotional though. I flew this morning and I was balling for like the whole 2 1/2 hours when we first got to the airport until we lifted off. Not wanting to leave Lloyd and flight anxiety - the whole 9 yards. But I'm here with family now so hopefully the next week will be good. I'll go now and write more later. Nite ladies.