Well im 20 years young and been married 2 years to me gorgeous husband who is in iraq at the minute. Im from (Bonnie) Scotland which is a place i love being, The most important things in my life are my husband (who im missing like mad at the minute hate going through a pregnancy and he cant experience it with me, no one to throw mood swings at lol) :(, My mum, My dad who is in Afghanistan not seen him in a long time either (They are both in the army) :( and my little sister. I also couldnt live without my friends who i love to bits xxx Well i work as a clerk for security Thats about it

I had a miscarriage the 22nd July, im upset and i want to know why it happened again as it was my 2nd one and im still childless, me and my husband are taking a few years off baby making there is only so much pain and grief you can go through at one time, He wants to get out the army and us make a fresh start somewhere else before we try again which is what we both think would be the best option, Doctors refuse to do tests on me or my husband because i have only had 2 miscarriages they said to wait to see if i have a 3rd i cant go through the pain of losing anothe baby just so they can do some tests on us! It makes me so angry, but we are looking forward to the future and spending some time together when he gets back from iraq in december